a little bit older a little bit slower
someone told me today that I'm not getting fat I'm just getting old.... thats nice.
So yes I am alive and I am doing as well as I can for right now
Grant is doing well. I've never been so proud.
A few moments at a time...thats all I can take.
I really need a job and i really need some friends that don't do drugs...Ryon...where ya at skillet?
meetings..they suck but they keep me sober
the things i love kill me. FUCK
I need to quit telling my mother that I jsut want to die...she's getting paranoid, but everyday like clockwork she asks me whats wrong and I tell her the truth...I jsut wanna die...not kill myself oh hell no...jsut fade off ahhh that would be the life now wouldn't it ...oh well we don't always get what we want. I guess thats a good thing then.
If you would like to visit me and watch some movies and keep me company that would be great. I would really appreciate it.
So yes I am alive and I am doing as well as I can for right now
Grant is doing well. I've never been so proud.
A few moments at a time...thats all I can take.
I really need a job and i really need some friends that don't do drugs...Ryon...where ya at skillet?
meetings..they suck but they keep me sober
the things i love kill me. FUCK
I need to quit telling my mother that I jsut want to die...she's getting paranoid, but everyday like clockwork she asks me whats wrong and I tell her the truth...I jsut wanna die...not kill myself oh hell no...jsut fade off ahhh that would be the life now wouldn't it ...oh well we don't always get what we want. I guess thats a good thing then.
If you would like to visit me and watch some movies and keep me company that would be great. I would really appreciate it.