I've got to.......
I put in 67 hours this week at work....too bad i don't get paid overtime... meh oh well. I made about 600 bucks this week including tips....
Well I'm going to spend 500 bucks on flying my sister's dogs home from florida once I get my house.....**sighs** Gawd my sister thats a whole fucking story....I feel like crying when i think about her so automatically i run to my "easy to feel" emotion.....anger. I don't like what she's doing i don't like the fact that everytime I talk to her could be the last time anyone talks to her. Fuck man, you would think that she would learn from me for christs fucking sake. Well we all have to make our own mistakes. Me and the Ma have this like ESP shit going on. The other i felt like something was wrong, so I called my MA and she didn't call me back until today. Well something was wrong, my sister called my Ma asking for money because she was hungry and didn't have a job and that she was getting evicted from her apartment in two weeks. My Ma ended up calling a pizza place in Ocala to deliver a pizza to my sister's place. I'm proud of my mom for not sending her any more money. It's a long staroy with the money thing but most of you know whats going on with my sister at this moment......
Enough with that shit
Well me and Andy are doing well, he's good to me. I'm not used to a guy who treats me right yet... it will soon come. Its taking a while but I'm starting to realize that I have to remember my past and where it got me.and where Ive come from and that Grant will always affect me if I let him. And I have to go on knowing that hes fucked up and out there dying the stupid fuck FUCK FUCK FUCK. OH and thank you Sean.....for the comfort about a month ago......I think you understand better then anyone around me right now. ....................
well it seems as if I will be renting a two bedroom house in the near future so I can have a place for my sister's two gargantuous dogs, no apartment will allow me to keep two dogs over 150lbs, at least I don't think. I need a spacious backyard for them to run and play...
g'day, I'm always working so yeah its hard to get a hold of me
Well I'm going to spend 500 bucks on flying my sister's dogs home from florida once I get my house.....**sighs** Gawd my sister thats a whole fucking story....I feel like crying when i think about her so automatically i run to my "easy to feel" emotion.....anger. I don't like what she's doing i don't like the fact that everytime I talk to her could be the last time anyone talks to her. Fuck man, you would think that she would learn from me for christs fucking sake. Well we all have to make our own mistakes. Me and the Ma have this like ESP shit going on. The other i felt like something was wrong, so I called my MA and she didn't call me back until today. Well something was wrong, my sister called my Ma asking for money because she was hungry and didn't have a job and that she was getting evicted from her apartment in two weeks. My Ma ended up calling a pizza place in Ocala to deliver a pizza to my sister's place. I'm proud of my mom for not sending her any more money. It's a long staroy with the money thing but most of you know whats going on with my sister at this moment......
Enough with that shit
Well me and Andy are doing well, he's good to me. I'm not used to a guy who treats me right yet... it will soon come. Its taking a while but I'm starting to realize that I have to remember my past and where it got me.and where Ive come from and that Grant will always affect me if I let him. And I have to go on knowing that hes fucked up and out there dying the stupid fuck FUCK FUCK FUCK. OH and thank you Sean.....for the comfort about a month ago......I think you understand better then anyone around me right now. ....................
well it seems as if I will be renting a two bedroom house in the near future so I can have a place for my sister's two gargantuous dogs, no apartment will allow me to keep two dogs over 150lbs, at least I don't think. I need a spacious backyard for them to run and play...
g'day, I'm always working so yeah its hard to get a hold of me