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Jan 13, 2011 02:30

I'm trying to figure out when it started to feel like what little social life I had all but dissipated. I'm not even sure if I've gone anywhere since getting out of the hospital. I only talk to one or two people online on a regular basis and just dad offline.

Which makes me want to just remove everybody. This always happens. I stop talking to people, they stop talking to me, then I sever whatever ties are left because I don't feel any connection anymore and can't stand the constant reminder that 'hey, I'm all alone again'. This sucks.

I could go on about other crap, but I'm not sure anyone wants to hear it.

volumes of issues, friends, life: fml, internal: thoughts

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