Mar 22, 2011 18:35
I'm begging you... just stop for a little while. Why the fuck does it have to screw me over right when I start making some progress? I can't do this. I'm going to shoot myself in the fucking face. I'm never going to be whole and I'm never going to be happy. I can accept the latter but the former is too much. Just keep piling on and piling on..... The breaking point is reached. This week is the final straw.
I wish I could just pull the plug on it.... All of this.