May 05, 2005 20:56
Since the majority of people here don't give two shits, I'll just spell out what's happening.
I've decided to make the move to Tennessee. I can start over fresh, and hopefully make something of myself there. No more hounding, no more dealing with petty crap...just peace, finally. I'm just not sure when I'm leaving, or how exactly I'm going to get there (or what to do about my stuff, either), but the important thing is that I'll be able to just get away. I'm just not happy here...Michigan's a beautiful state, but I'm just not happy.
Yeah, I'm scared, but this is something that has to be done. And I'm not really scared about the move, I'm just scared of what Ness will think of me once he sees me. But on the other hand, my parents have really been fueling the "move out" fire. Like, for instance, tonight my dad (many, many times) called me a whore. :) How nice. Especially because my sister can be living with her boyfriend and sticking her tongue down his throat in public, and that's okay because she's marrying him. Well, whoopie.
So, I probably won't be online for awhile. I've got more packing to do, and things to plan out.
But, just because I can...
Thank you, Kyle. Talking to you and being able to vent really helped a lot. Even making me laugh about the situation (*Mel Gibson voice* FREEEEEEEDOM!!! '\o/`). You've been there for me a lot more than anyone else has lately, and even though I have your address, I'm gonna miss you. :(
Of course, I'll miss everyone else, too.
bleeeeh, to tired to finish this. Gotta do some more planning/packing, so toodles.