For those of you who don't know: I'll be in a play! Crazy huh?
I'll be playing a character named Jane aka "The Breezy". Basically, Jane is this attention craving girl who is very flirtatious and easily wraps guys around her little finger. She is the total opposite of me! AHHH!! I'm scared!
I can sorta talk like Jane but I can't behave like her. The biggest concern I have is not getting rid of my inhibitions. I have to learn to let go and BE JANE. But it's soo hard cause I am incredibly reserved and modest in life. Jane on the otherhand loves it when all eyes are on her. It'll be difficult to act confident and sexy and be one of those trophy girlfriends, but hopefully I'll pull it off.
Oh, and there's also a possibility that I might be editor and chief of a literary publication called Alay. Holy crap! I've never done anything of this sort before. EDITOR in CHIEF is such a professional sounding title. Still, I'm excited because I LOVE ALay. It's done so much for me. It's a journal I help create this year, and I'm proud to be a part of it cause I put my heart and soul into producing it. and if noone else wants it, I'll gladly take it.
I love people power! A.D.D. is the best acronym in the whole entire world! Actors doing drama, errr...dogs. hahaha I love it!
ASF, a student initiated outreach program was this past weekend. I was a volunteer this year. WOw ASF is something on its own. LOVE and INSPIRATION are what comes to mind when I think about ASF. Without ASF I wouldn't be at UCSC. and if I never went to Santa Cruz who knows what I'd be like right now. I probably would have remained that awkward girl who thought the whole world wasn't ever going to let her out of her box.
Man I miss those kids! It's was so great getting to know them because it was only a year ago that I was in their shoes. Their excitement, their uncertainty, their aspirations, was rejuvenating. They're in that moment right now where life is beginning to take shape and the only option is to look foward. A Step Forward.
I almost DIED of laughter the other day. When it happens you want it to end but when its over you want it to start again. Ah, the peculiarities of life...
So many exciting things have been happening to me. Life isn't dull. I guess that's why exhaustion has finally caught up with me. I'm sick right now. I feel nauseous and I have body aches and I'm getting these awful headaches. I hope I get better in time for PCC!