What happens if a car comes?...We die.
CURRENTS:
current dress: Pink boxers & a wife beater.
current mood: Pathetic. Watching Oprah always makes me feel pathetic.
current music: Phantom of the Opera Soundtrack.
current taste: Toothpaste.
current hair: Messy bun.
current annoyance: My chocolate cravings.
current smell: VS Strawberries & Champagne.
current thing I ought to be doing: I always do what I ought to be doing so I think I ought to be doing things that I shouldn’t be doing.
current favorite musical group: Pinback, The Rocket Summer, Our Lady Peace, Silverchair, Reggie & The Full Effect, Nada Surf, The Flaming Lips, The Zombies...
current cd in stereo: I Can't Believe it's Not Rock - Daniel Johns
current color of toenails: Metallic Silver Blue
current excitment: Growing up.
current worry: Insecurities.
LAST:
last person you talked to: Roommate.
last person you hugged: Don’t remember.
last person you kissed: Unidentified male.
last person you had sex with: Haha.
last movie watched: Finding Neverland.
last person you yelled at: Probably at my mom like a couple weeks ago.
last person who broke your heart: No one…yet.
FAVORITES:
favorite food: Anything cheesy or creamy like cheesecake, string cheese tiramisu...basically anything that can clog up your arteries.
favorite drink: Water.
favorite color: Rainbow.
favorite album: The Rise and Fall of Ziggy Stardust and the Spiders From Mars
favorite song: Life on Mars - David Bowie
favorite shoes: Reef sandals.
favorite candy: Hershey's nuggets with almonds and toffee. Ok I've decided that people who invented bite size chocolate pieces are geniuses. Why? Cause most people are hesistant to eat more than one candy bar, but cutting several bars into smaller bits and placing it in one package, would be like the equivalent of eating multiple candy bars but without you knowing it...those clever corporate bastards trying to get America obese!
favorite t.v. show: I love the 90's. Soo funny...Makes you remember even the most obscure of childhood memories.
favorite ice cream: Baskin Robbins Jamoca almond fudge & Coldstone birthday cake ice cream.
favorite movie: Plenty, I recently watched Pretty in Pink and Finding Neverland so they’re my current favorites. I also like Will Ferrel Movies or just movies with SNL cast members starring in it. Movies that can make me cry automatically become my faves as well. Oh, Love Actually, Moulin Rouge and the Lord of The Rings Trilogy are movies I can watch over and over again.
favorite fruit: Peaches, and Blueberries.
favorite channel: The Lifetime channel. j/k :p Most of their programs are usually only about three things: rape, eating disorders, & extra-marital affairs.
favorite quote: "You find a glimmer of happiness in this world, there's always someone who wants to destroy it." - Finding Neverland
“But for now, let me say - Without hope or agenda - Just because it's Christmas - And at Christmas you tell the truth - To me, you are perfect - And my wasted heart will love you - Until you look like this :[picture of a mummy]” - Love Actually
“Let's never come here again because it will never be as much fun.” - Lost In Translation
ARE YOU:
are you understanding?: yes, I think I can relate to pretty much anyone. I think most people have the same experiences and therefore share similar problems.
are you open-minded?: Yes, but I can be a hypocrite at times. Like I'm against gay marriage, I think it should be unconstitutional, but I still ask my gay friends to invite me to their weddings in the future.
are you stubborn?: yes, very much so. I am quite hard-headed.
are you arrogant?: not intentionally.
are you insecure?: yes, I am a bubbly frothy mess of insecurities.
are you interesting?: I dunno but I like to think my dog thinks so.
are you friendly?: yes, but I’d like to meet new people. I never meet anyone new, and if I do then it’s either because of a friend, or a friend of a friend, but never anyone ENTIRELY new. The beginning of college was so great because I felt like I could go up to anyone and start a random conversation. But at this point it’s just too weird for people to do anything like that.
are you smart?: I'm smart about driving directions, history, and coordinating makeup colors, but I lack common sense, street or math smarts and the ability to spot sarcasm.
are you moody?: yes, PMS hits me several times a week.
are you childish?: yes, I whine and complain often.
are you independent?: yes, but it's because I don’t trust anyone enough for me to depend on them.
are you hard-working?: No, not innately. I’m selfish. I’ll only work hard if there is an incentive.
are you healthy?: I work out for 2 hours a day but then I’ll eat some chocolate afterwards.
are you emotional?: yes; sometimes I feel like I’m emotionally bipolar, not in the clinical sense but it seems like I only have two emotions: happy or sad. My emotions are so black and white, I really wish there was more gray.
are you difficult?: no; I'm a pushover and I will give in for I aim to please. Besides I hate conflict and I try to avoid arguments because frankly I’m not a good fighter. I can never come up with any clever comebacks.
are you attractive?: Uhh, if I were another person I wouldn’t think I was attractive. I don't think I'm beautiful or charming or intelligent and witty or anything attractive as a matter of fact...but perhaps there are some people out there that think the opposite. Attraction is so strange to me, every single person is just so different from the next; it’s just weird how people are either opposed or drawn to someone.
are you bored easily?: yes. hence this survey.
are you messy?: yes, I create plenty of mess, but then I clean up it up immediately afterwards, so no?
are you hungry?: I'm hungry for lots of things like passion, excitement, and dried mangoes.
are you thirsty?: no, but if I were I’d be thirsty for surf city pineapple peach smoothies. yum.
are you responsible?: yes, I am reliable. I can be counted on for sure. I hate disappointing myself so why would I want to disappoint others?
are you obsessed?: In 7th grade I was obsessed with collecting every single gel pen color: I just HAD to have the metallic and neon varieties. The most coveted ones in my collection belonged to the glow in the dark series. Oh and in Middle School I was preoccupied with my nano and giga pets. I had 5 “children” and I wanted them to be at their healthiest so I’d check on them like every 2 minutes.
are you angry?: Not currently. I rarely get angry just annoyed or frustrated. I’ve only been mad at two people: myself and one who shall not be named (he had the likes of Hitler, I’ll tell ya that much)
are you sad?: Yes. :(
are you happy?: Yes. :)
are you talkative?: Around complete strangers yes; around casual acquaintances no; around best friends yes. Actually I haven’t talked that much in so long. I like talking, discussing and having conversations that last for hours on end, but I can never find anyone to simply just speak my mind out to. When I see people it’s usually just the standard small talk. People are so pre-occupied with themselves and everyday life that it’s a waste of time for them to listen to anyone else.
are you different?: no. Even though I’m kind of weird, I am just a simple girl with simple wants. There are plenty of girls like me. I could be different and have the spotlight shine on me once in a while, but then I wouldn't be me.
are you a deep thinker?: too deep. I like pondering about material existence and wondering what the hidden intentions of people are. I often find myself thinking such odd and random thoughts at times. Just a couple seconds ago I was questioning my fate in Christianity. Like, I love Jesus and everything but does that mean that I can’t listen to my own rationality and believe science when it says that we are all made from stars?
are you lonely: yes, always. Sometimes I can’t help but feel non-existent. There are times when I’ll sit in a crowded or empty room, stare at everything and wonder “in what way is my presence making any sort of difference here.” So I get lonely when I don't think it does.
are you self-disciplined?: Sometimes. It depends on the situation.
are you sleepy?: not currently.
are you content?: umm...I dunno. Sure life is pleasant and I’m not in any immediate danger but I don’t think I’ll ever be content. Ha. Sad.
???:
who do you want to kill?: my stepdad.
who do you want to get really drunk with?: nobody
who do you want to look like?: The stunningly beautiful Aishwarya Rai.
who do you want to be like?: People who are the same person outside as they are inside; individuals that wear their heart out on their sleeve. Whether it’s because they're upholding someone else's standards or are ashamed of themselves, I think most people keep their true selves hidden.
who do you want to talk to?: Sparkly eye guy. I got to talk to him this weekend! Muy bueno. Listen to this song: Avril Lavigne - Things I’ll Never Say. Or look up the lyrics. Pretty much most of it applies to me except the marry part.
what turns you on?: guys that play instruments, watching guys play tennis, chivalrous behavior, big grins. The Joey “how ya doin” look.
what turns you off?: hardcore porn, bad breath, body odor, lots of acne, dandruff, bullying others & calling people by genitals like "you're such a dick" or "quit being a pussy" type of language.
what place do you go for fun?: other people’s dorm rooms. You can learn so much about a person just by looking at their personal space.
what do you do for fun?: Well for hedonistic fun: partying, and doing the things that most people do at parties. But for wholesome fun: exploring the campus, shopping, eating with people, taking pictures, searching for new music to listen to, going downtown, visiting museums…
what cologne should a guy wear?: no cologne, just the smell of being a regular bather.
what cologne/perfume do you wear?: I just wear scented lotion. I usually smell like vanilla or chocolate cause I use cocoa butter and angle food cake lotion.
have you ever cheated on anyone/been cheated on? Nope.
boxers or briefs?: Boxers.
long or short hair?: Long Hair, mos def.
dark or blonde?: Dark.
dark or light eyes?: No preference. puppy brown eyes and piercing blues and greens are both equally alluring.
tall or short? Taller than me.
mr. sensitive or mr. funny?: both.
stubble or neatly shaved? No preference. As long as no guy sports an Osama Bin Laden he’ll look semi-decent.
been rejected?: Nope.
rejected someone?: Yes.
done something you regret?: Yes. If only life had a remote that included rewind and pause buttons. No fast-forward cause life is short enough ;)
PERSONAL:
who is your role model?: my grandmother. She has the greatest heart ever. She represents all that is good in this world. I feel so privilege and lucky to have her as my “mama”.
who is your hero?: Alan Greenspan. He controls the money of the world’s richest and most powerful country.
what are some of your pet peeves?: people who cough without covering their mouths, parents who shout and abuse their kids in public, people who spread second hand smoke to as many people as possible by walking around and blowing smoke into a passerby’s direction.
what are some of your bad habits?: procrastination.
what is your biggest accomplishment: being my own therapist and taking the biggest risk of my life by going to Santa Cruz.
what disapoints you?: People who don’t do what they say they’ll do. Unrealized expectations. When one person is thinking about someone, and that one person can't stop thinking about that person who is thinking about them. They both do it but they have no clue. Bummer.
what is one wish you want granted? To find someone in this world that will know me completely and want me as much as I want them. ♥
what is your biggest weakness?: School supplies. I can get carried away easily just looking at all the different items. There are multiple-colored staples, different forms of whiteout, several kinds of tape, permanent markers in a thousand colors, ergonomic pens, multi-functional writing tools…it’s all so overwhelming. Staples and Office Depot are very dangerous territories.
what is something that puzzles you?: Guys who think girls with deep raspy voices are sexy. A bit homosexual if you ask me. And does anyone else wonder about what really goes on inside of a dishwasher?
have you ever liked someone you had no chance with?: I’d say yes but I’ve never been brave enough to pursue most of the people I’ve liked. I don’t know if I ever had a chance with any of them because I never really got to know them.
been in love with more than one person: What's love?
have you ever cried over the opposite sex: Nope. The only times I cry are when I see chick flicks, someone I know dies, or when I close the door on my fingers or toes.
do you have a type of person you always go after: Nope. Keanu Reeves look-a-likes catch my eye but I don’t have a type. Having a type closes you off to potential loves. Love is suppose to be surprising, perplexing and come at you like lightening. If you are always looking in one direction, you might miss the flash from the other direction.
have you ever lied to your best friend(s)?: yes, I lied to her about my family and made them seem worst then they really were so she could feel better about hers. I guess I lied so she’d see me as a person she could trust and relate to.
ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you?: yes. Revenge is sweet and it brings justice to this world.
would you rather be a dumper or dumped?: A dumper. Being dumped hurts.
rather have a relationship or a "hook-up"?: Definitely an uplifting, love lifts us up where we belong type of relationship. Ephemeral random dirty hookups just can’t compete.
want someone you don't have right now?: yes.
ever liked your best guy/girl friend?: no.
do you want to get married: YEAH. And everything that comes along with it like the white picket fence, minivan, golden retriever…
do you want kids: 1.5 kids to be exact.
do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: no. maybe. It's possible. You just never know...
what is your favorite part of your physical appearance: It use to be my hair but after my stupid haircut I now like my uhh..collarbones. It’s the only body part that doesn’t have an inch of fat on them.
what is your favorite part of your emotional being: I’m really sympathetic and I love comforting others.
are you happy with you: no. I doubt myself quite often. I wonder what it'd be like to have a little bit of confidence every now and then. If it'd change my personality completely or if others would notice something different. I dunno.
are you happy with your life: no, it can always get better, but I am still thankful.
if you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: the upcoming midterm week.
what do you want: World Peace. Duh