Sanctimonious Sacrilege
I'm sitting on the roof
Wrenching tears
not caring how deep I go
He's mine, not hers! He's mine!
don't tell me it's weakness because
I don't care about that either
And if it's psychological don't waste
your time
The wind is just right...it's cool
the sky is light, not dark
Yet I feel a darkness inside, ripping
me open
I'd forgotten the pain, the hurt
this red fluid just keeps dripping
and I'm feeling alone and hurt
Time tells me 'Be patient' but
patient I never was
And I'm going back to face this, I
don't know what will happen
She's not complicated like me, she's
simple and comfortable --it's what he wants
Fake jewel on a 2 karat ring
Try it on for size, she fits nicely
doesn't she?
I bet she makes your heart melt or
does she make you hard like me?
Or am I just so fucked up you can't
recall?
I remember events that lead up til
now
Where the fuck did she get lack to
spend the night every night, to have
your apartment key and all access
to things personal?
You fucking child molesting ass-raper!
You never let me do that, they were always
trusted by you
And you said you don't trust anyone, you lying
Back-stabbing whore!
And I memorize this only because I loved you
And because you knew what affect you
had on me
So cut me, slit my wrist
the blood that bleeds out is for you
Take me as your human sacrifice
And desire me no more
Wrenching tears
not caring how deep I go
He's mine, not hers! He's mine!
don't tell me it's weakness because
I don't care about that either
And if it's psychological don't waste
your time
The wind is just right...it's cool
the sky is light, not dark
Yet I feel a darkness inside, ripping
me open
I'd forgotten the pain, the hurt
this red fluid just keeps dripping
and I'm feeling alone and hurt
Time tells me 'Be patient' but
patient I never was
And I'm going back to face this, I
don't know what will happen
She's not complicated like me, she's
simple and comfortable --it's what he wants
Fake jewel on a 2 karat ring
Try it on for size, she fits nicely
doesn't she?
I bet she makes your heart melt or
does she make you hard like me?
Or am I just so fucked up you can't
recall?
I remember events that lead up til
now
Where the fuck did she get lack to
spend the night every night, to have
your apartment key and all access
to things personal?
You fucking child molesting ass-raper!
You never let me do that, they were always
trusted by you
And you said you don't trust anyone, you lying
Back-stabbing whore!
And I memorize this only because I loved you
And because you knew what affect you
had on me
So cut me, slit my wrist
the blood that bleeds out is for you
Take me as your human sacrifice
And desire me no more