Nov 08, 2006 12:50
i dont know. i remember having some reason to want to update this thing but now i forgot. i'll just type whatever comes to mind.
do you ever feel like your whole life youve made the same mistakes over and over? i want to stop doing that. all we can do is try to be better. the trying is the hard part...because of course we will fail more times than not but its the trying that is important. its so much easier to give up and settle for less. but i know i could be so much more.
its hard to always feel like you are on the verge of something. "if i get a different job, if i save enough money to get a car, if i do this or this or this...then i will be ok" im trying to just be content with each moment. life is not the past or the future it is what is happening right now.
thats about all for now