originality is key
i write because it means there is more to me than just me. and i have no hobbies and i dont care to keep in shape, although i used to do ballet. so i think of unique problems i have(physical and mental) and i write them down. sometimes i include them in conversations because i want there to be more to me than just me. but everyone is exactly how they are seen. and the thoughts that prove we are more are lost in sleep. the most we can do is assume the truth-that our gut feelings about one another mean something. we just keep feeling until it feels right. and one lucky summer day we might feel good enouth to die. then the ones who felt they loved us make us more than we are. i am stating for the record, there is nothing more to me than me. when i die you dont have to say much. just that i loved and was loved, just that i felt pain and joy, just that i liked junk food and getting high, just that i always wanted to know if there was anything more, and thats why i write.