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So I just found out today that I don't get to go home in January like I've been planning on since before we even graduated...I'm pretty crushed - I actually cried when I got to band...mostly cause I had just talked to Simons to tell him I can't make pep band alumni game and he was pretty upset and it just made me realize everything I don't get to do and everyone I don't get to see. It really sucks. And since Charlie's and my plan of him coming at Thanksgiving also fell through, this means (if I'm lucky) at best I will have waited about 9 months before seeing him since I left for California - that's if I get to visit in the Spring.
This sucks.
This sucks.