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i think im depressed. i dontknow if its like serious i have no reason to live depression, but i feel completely & totally useless & worthless almost all the time. i dont know what to do with myself. i cant seem to get into anything, i almost burst into tears at random moments, i feel like cutting or making myself vomit or just going to sleep & never waking up. i cant get into anything, & i feel like my brain is never quite woken up. it feels fuzzy. i dont like it. i want to get out of it. i hate this. i hate the life im living. i hate it