This is for Jade
Well ok I think thats a good Idea, and I just think the reason I was hurt was because you were telling people things about me and then I kept hearing from them and I am just glad that you came out and said it. I guess it just makes me feel like crap how you would say screw it.
I would think it is flattering if people are easily influenced by you because you are so not by the book, it is inspiring how you are I guess. And I guess you told people we argued the whole night when I thought we were just having a conversation. I did say that they seem like they are doing some of the same things you are dressing ect, but so am I. I don't see why its bad I guess.
But what I told Katy exactly when she asked me about it is that you said that Katy and you are very similar and how I disagreed and said "When I see Katy and how she acts I dont see Jade" and you said "We are alike because our alikenesses are so huge but so are our differences" This is what I said to her on my honor, and I completely understand what you were saying and sometimes people do want to be like you and just not care, thats right, even me. So Im sorry about how this came across and the only reason I was upset was because you didn't come to me first, even though I know it was hard because I avoided you.
I hope we do talk in person, but I wrote this because everyone can see it and also because I think sometimes its easier to express yourself this way ya know? Well I hope you forgive me and just tell me next time when you are mad or you think I'm being "bitchy" towards you because that is not my intent.
I would think it is flattering if people are easily influenced by you because you are so not by the book, it is inspiring how you are I guess. And I guess you told people we argued the whole night when I thought we were just having a conversation. I did say that they seem like they are doing some of the same things you are dressing ect, but so am I. I don't see why its bad I guess.
But what I told Katy exactly when she asked me about it is that you said that Katy and you are very similar and how I disagreed and said "When I see Katy and how she acts I dont see Jade" and you said "We are alike because our alikenesses are so huge but so are our differences" This is what I said to her on my honor, and I completely understand what you were saying and sometimes people do want to be like you and just not care, thats right, even me. So Im sorry about how this came across and the only reason I was upset was because you didn't come to me first, even though I know it was hard because I avoided you.
I hope we do talk in person, but I wrote this because everyone can see it and also because I think sometimes its easier to express yourself this way ya know? Well I hope you forgive me and just tell me next time when you are mad or you think I'm being "bitchy" towards you because that is not my intent.