I feel like a mouse with this hair color. A little brown house mouse. But I don't feel as hideous as before. I've gotten a lot of compliments. Kellen really likes it. Even Brian Korish told me he did. I think it's only natural that I've gotten a new hair color because I feel like I'm starting a new chapter in life.
I'm taking the SAT's again next weekend.
And I'm starting my college applications.
This is it.
At some point this weekend I have to go get my tarot cards read.
I just need some insight.
I'm awake so early even though I have no school. I don't know why. I just couldn't sleep. My back hurts and I feel like puking.
I'm excited for tomorrow. I miss Allie.
Yesterday I drove around for 2 hours listening to Death Cab. I got lost and then found myself again. I smoked 5 cigarettes in that time then went to rehearsal. The play is not coming along so great. But we're working on it.