Still not feeling 100%

Dec 12, 2006 09:04

Went into the emergency yesterday for a CT scan to check my head see if there was anything wrong. They put me on migrane meds again as part of the procedure so now i'm groggy as hell again. Things haven't changed though and they found nothing on the CT scan.

I don't know what else is wrong the only thing I could think is that its a pinched nerve in my neck or a pulled muscle or something of that sorts. I'm just worried with christmas coming up etc. Cause if I don't show up for work soon I may not get my time off. I've called in twice for work these last two days. I just wanna be home for xmas and be okay and everything.

If i'm going to die sometime soon i'd like to know so that I can atleast let everyone know who's close to me that I care about them and love them. It just scares me to think I could go so soon. Frankly medical has gone down the tubes I think. Who knows, all I know is that I feel tired lately and very light headed and i've been getting a good amount of sleep.

Who knows. That's all I have to say. This year has been a very twisting one. If I live to the new year I hope that 2007 is better and that I can be more happy than I was in 2006. I am somewhat religious in secret and do wish that someone up there will keep my arse alive and well. For now I will get some xtra sleep and hope that this spell of non feeling goes away. Cause being a computer tech I need both my arms functioning properly and this kind of spooks me.
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