Well Fall Is Here
Well fall has arrived and its given me a cold, I feel like crap. Not in the mood to go to work tomorrow but have ta, need the cash as usual to pay atleast some of the bills. Still contimplating if I should take my A+ certification test yet or not. I think I should study more. Going to Thunder Bay in two weeks time to see Pandaesque and Reija as well as going to a wedding of a friend of my brothers. It has been sometime since i've been in Thunder Bay. I'm sure nothing has changed that much in that city. Will be nice to get back home to Schreiber and see my parents and family. I miss that town a lot and wish I could live there but alas there are no jobs for anyone there really. Besides the ones that are already taken or ones that are slowly dying out like my dad's job at the Terrace Bay pulp mill. I've come up with a great idea for a Canadian movie, been writting it down. I think I may submit the idea to someone in the Canadian movie industry at some point. See if it goes somewhere.
Anyways i've been hanging in there, life isn't super grand but I have my fun points with friends and it doesn't always take money to have fun as i've learned after this year of college that I finished last April. I wish I could go back to college at some points but that's just cause I haven't gotten a job yet in my field and that has put me in a very big rutt, the same one that my father has been in for a while just until about 3 or 4 weeks ago when he went back to his job after being off since January. There are a lot of people though that have kept me going through these rough times, especially my parents and my brother who gave me a swift kick in the ass, which i'm 50/50 about at times, but it was kind of the truth. I just keep applying to jobs hoping to get a reply back, only one so far and it wasn't worth it for what they were paying for me to travel all the way out to British Columbia at my expense. Anyways I think i'll continue to watch football on tv as the Seattle Seahawks are pounding the New York Giants 42-9...which is hilarious. Damn you Deon Branch for leaving New England because of money.
-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told YOU that THEY love you? & meant it?
4 of them.
-Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?
Not yet.
-Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
Yeah so many times...
-Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
Yes two of my past girls.
-Are you happier single or in a relationship?
A relationship, I miss the feeling.
-Have you ever been cheated on?
Nope.
-Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah many times.
-Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yeah a few of em.
-Talk to your exes?
Yeah two of them, we keep in touch a little.
-If you could go back in time and change things with any of your ex's would you?
Yeah I wouldn't have gone out with my third and fourth girlfriends.
-Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
Yeah I was a good boyfriend.
-Have you dated people who were not good for you?
Ya there's a fair sized list there.
-Have you been in an abusive relationship?
Nope.
-Have you dated someone older then you?
Yeah, my fourth girlfriend was 21 when I was 19.
-Younger?
Yeah my fifth girlfriend was like 17 when I was 19.
-Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Yeah sometimes, depending on the person.
-Believe in love at first sight?
Yeah sometimes, depends on the situation.
-Ever dated two people at once?
Yes and it was a bad move.
-Ever been given an engagement ring?
Nope. If it happened I think I'd be weirded out.
-Do you want to get married?
Yeah I would like to but I have to find that right girl first.
-Do you have something to say to any of your exes?
Yeah there are some things I could say, but I think i'll just keep them to myself.
-Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?
Nope.
-Ever liked someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?
Yeah, a few times....
-Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
Yes it is sometimes if you truely loved that person with all your heart, but you get over it on time and keep on walking.
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4 years ago..
How old were you?: 19
Where did you go to school?:
Lake Superior High School
Where did you work?:
Rainbow Falls Provincial Park and I cut lawns on the side
Where did you live?:
My parents house in Schreiber, Ontario where I lived for 19 years.
Where did you hang out?:
Hung out at the Voyager Restuarant or around town.
How was your hair style?:
Medium in length, slicked back and brown. Had golden streaks for a short time as well.
Did you wear glasses?:
Yup.
Who was your best friend?:
Marc
Who was your regular-person crush?:
I had started dating my fifth ex-gf at the time, Sylvie, which I laugh cause my cousin Sue used to call her Sylvia all the time.
How many tattoos did you have?:
None, I had enough scars to make up for tattoo's.
How many piercings did you have?:
None, although I used to have one in my left ear.
What car did you drive?:
Drove my parents two vehicles. A 1982 Crown Victoria Dark Blue and a Brown and 1988 Tan GMC Sierra 1500 truck.
What was your worst fear?:
Dying young.
Had you smoked a cigarette?:
Yup smoked a pack I believe.
Had you been arrested?:
Nah. I was a good boy, and also my mom's sister was the secretary for the OPP so if I got in trouble my parents would know ASAP.
Had your heart broken?:
Yeah, four times by then.
Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter/Complicated?:
Dating Sylvie.
Who didn't you like?:
A lot of people in my town, the list is too long...
**LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!!**
September 2006
How old are you?:
23
Where do you work?:
Sutherland Group as a Quickbooks Registration Agent.
Where do you live?:
Sault Ste. Marie, Ontario
Where do you hang out?:
Churchill Lanes, My buddy Shawn and Mike's places, Ubetcha, Top Hat pool hall...the list goes on.
Do you wear glasses?:
Yeah, thinking of lazer surgery if they'll knock my ass out.
What is your hairstyle?:
Shaved like a jarhead.
Who is your best friend?:
Marc, he's been there for me thick and thin.
Still talk to any of your old friends?:
Yeah lots of them, even found some of them through deviantart.
Who is your current love interest?:
A girl who I can't seem to find anymore, I knew her from college Shauna Hayes...
How many piercings do you have?:
None.
How many tattoos?:
None.
What do you currently drive?:
1995 Toyota Camry, go granny mobile!
What is your biggest fear?:
Dying, getting cancer, not being able to pay my bills.
Have you been arrested since, if so, how many times?:
Nope.
Has your heart been broken?:
Nope.
Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter/Complicated?:
Single and hoping to find that right girl...
Who don't you like now?:
The list goes on, the list fluxuates from time to time.
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1. Whats on your mind right now?
Getting a better job, Taking my A+ certification, Going To Thunder Bay for a wedding in two weeks.
2. What color is your TV?
Black.
3. What was your first cd?
Dance Mix 95. Lawls.
4. How old were you when you discovered porn?
I think I was about 12...not really sure.
5. How many times have you had your heart broken?
5 times.
6. How many times have you broken a heart?
2 times.
7. What was your first car?
1995 Toyota Camry, tan peach color.
8. Did you wreck it?
Hell no. My grandma did some damage though :P
9. Have you ever been fired from a job?
Yes, well it was more of a lay off then not being hired back. Stupid Restaurant.
10. What color is your bathmat?
Silver.
11. What cd is in the player in your car?
I have an Iriver mp3 player so I have no clue what the song is.
12. Do you let people borrow your cds?
Sure if they want since I have none :P
13. Were you in the band in high school?
Hell no, we didn't have band. WTF iz band. :P
14. Coke or Pepsi?
Coke. Pepsi tastes like crap now.
15. What is your astrological sign?
Leo. Rawr!
16. Do you know what it means?
Not a clue, i'm a lion and i'm strong etc. Rawr.
17. Do you have anyone elses name tattooed on you?
Hell no that's just stupid.
18. Do you own a cowboy/girl hat?
Nope, wish I did though.
19. Do you sing in the car?
100% of the time, unless someone is in the car with me.
20. Do you paint your toenails?
Um..no. That would just be too odd.
21. If you had to go on a road trip right now, who would you take with you?
Reija, Pandaesque, Huskyb, Marx...mostly people from msn.
22. You pissed off at anyone?
Yeah there's a few people who need a 2x4 to the head.
23. Can you wiggle your ears?
Nope.
24. Whats on your mind?
Work, Paying the bills, finding myself a woman, getting a better paying job.
25. Gonna do anything about it?
Do my A+ certification soon, then apply like nuts for jobs and continue my shitty job for now.
26. One Tree Hill or The O.C.?
Neither, damn emo kids.
27. Can you name all 4 Beatles?
Ringo, John, Paul and there's another dude but he don't matter.
28. What brand of toothpaste do you use?
Crest with Scope.
29. Do you obsess over your clothes?
Nope, I put them on, I wear them, I wash them. There clothes.
30. Who would you call if you needed to be bonded out of jail?
My brother or parents.
31. Do you know anyone that lives in Idaho?
Hell nope.
32. How many of the 50 states have you visited?
Michigan and Minnesota.
34. Where can you find Phish Food?
At the pet store.
35. Like anyone at the moment?
Yeah there are a lot of women I like and friends.
36. Are you named after anyone?
I'm named after some dude in the bible I believe...not really sure who i'm named after.
37. How many candles do you have in your room?
One and its in the living room.
38. Fire or Ice?
Firey Ice!
39. Who was the last person that called you?
my pal Aiden.
40. Who do you wish would call you?
Pandaesque, Reija, Tajniwolf, my parents, some good looking woman who likes me.
41. Do you remember your 3rd grade teachers name?
Mr.Mayer
42. Would you paint the walls of your room black?
Nah that would suck.
45. Do you wear your sunglasses at night?
I have done it twice, once at work cause the lights bother me and once while driving in Sudbury which was a bad idea.
46. Who sings, Im Too Sexy?
Right Said Fred and he needs to bulk up he's a skinny man...
47. When you walk by a mirror do you stop and look?
Sometimes, usually though to make sure my face isn't peeling.
48. Lowes or Home Depot?
Home Depot cause we don't have a Lowes.
49. Who gave the Gettysburg Address?
Hell if I know, i'm not american.
50. How many Jolie-Pitt kids are there?
Too many, get out the shotgun ma.
51. What channel is your TV on right now?
Channel 3, Global.
52. What time does the six o'clock news come on?
5:59pm.
53. Do you have any goth friends?
Yeah, Shadow and I like her a lot. Rawr.
54. Do you believe in the existence of gnomes?
Sure, there around.
55. Do you know what a gnat is?
Yeah, there annoying.
56. String or butter beans?
Mmm beans.
57. What kind of computer do you have?
Dell Inspiron 6400 laptop (2Ghz Intel Core Duo, 1 Gig DDR2 Ram, 100 Gig HDD, ATI X-1400 256MB PCI-E video), desktop (AMD Athlon 64 3200+, DDR2 single channel 1 Gig RAM, AGP x8 ATI Radeon 9800 Pro 128MB, 160 gig HDD space).... Can you tell i'm a bit of a computer geek :P
58. Are you addicted to LiveJournal?
Yeah a little.
59. Do you post blogs almost everyday of randomness?
Not really.
60. Of all your friends on LiveJournal how many do you know in real life?
Probably about one or two.
61. Are there any of your LiveJournal friends that you want to do the nasty with?
Yeah I could think of a few.
62. Do you have milk in your fridge?
Yeah I've got two 1 litre's of 1% and some chocolate milk.
63. What time do you get off work?
8:15pm monday to thursday and 2:45pm on fridays.
64. Do you drink protein shakes?
Hell no or i'd be as fat as a whale.
65. Have you ever done LSD?
Nah, I take enough over the counter junk.
66. Have you forgotten to call anyone back today?
Nope I can't think of anyone.
Anyways i've been hanging in there, life isn't super grand but I have my fun points with friends and it doesn't always take money to have fun as i've learned after this year of college that I finished last April. I wish I could go back to college at some points but that's just cause I haven't gotten a job yet in my field and that has put me in a very big rutt, the same one that my father has been in for a while just until about 3 or 4 weeks ago when he went back to his job after being off since January. There are a lot of people though that have kept me going through these rough times, especially my parents and my brother who gave me a swift kick in the ass, which i'm 50/50 about at times, but it was kind of the truth. I just keep applying to jobs hoping to get a reply back, only one so far and it wasn't worth it for what they were paying for me to travel all the way out to British Columbia at my expense. Anyways I think i'll continue to watch football on tv as the Seattle Seahawks are pounding the New York Giants 42-9...which is hilarious. Damn you Deon Branch for leaving New England because of money.
-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told YOU that THEY love you? & meant it?
4 of them.
-Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?
Not yet.
-Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
Yeah so many times...
-Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
Yes two of my past girls.
-Are you happier single or in a relationship?
A relationship, I miss the feeling.
-Have you ever been cheated on?
Nope.
-Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yeah many times.
-Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yeah a few of em.
-Talk to your exes?
Yeah two of them, we keep in touch a little.
-If you could go back in time and change things with any of your ex's would you?
Yeah I wouldn't have gone out with my third and fourth girlfriends.
-Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
Yeah I was a good boyfriend.
-Have you dated people who were not good for you?
Ya there's a fair sized list there.
-Have you been in an abusive relationship?
Nope.
-Have you dated someone older then you?
Yeah, my fourth girlfriend was 21 when I was 19.
-Younger?
Yeah my fifth girlfriend was like 17 when I was 19.
-Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Yeah sometimes, depending on the person.
-Believe in love at first sight?
Yeah sometimes, depends on the situation.
-Ever dated two people at once?
Yes and it was a bad move.
-Ever been given an engagement ring?
Nope. If it happened I think I'd be weirded out.
-Do you want to get married?
Yeah I would like to but I have to find that right girl first.
-Do you have something to say to any of your exes?
Yeah there are some things I could say, but I think i'll just keep them to myself.
-Ever stolen someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?
Nope.
-Ever liked someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?
Yeah, a few times....
-Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
Yes it is sometimes if you truely loved that person with all your heart, but you get over it on time and keep on walking.
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4 years ago..
How old were you?: 19
Where did you go to school?:
Lake Superior High School
Where did you work?:
Rainbow Falls Provincial Park and I cut lawns on the side
Where did you live?:
My parents house in Schreiber, Ontario where I lived for 19 years.
Where did you hang out?:
Hung out at the Voyager Restuarant or around town.
How was your hair style?:
Medium in length, slicked back and brown. Had golden streaks for a short time as well.
Did you wear glasses?:
Yup.
Who was your best friend?:
Marc
Who was your regular-person crush?:
I had started dating my fifth ex-gf at the time, Sylvie, which I laugh cause my cousin Sue used to call her Sylvia all the time.
How many tattoos did you have?:
None, I had enough scars to make up for tattoo's.
How many piercings did you have?:
None, although I used to have one in my left ear.
What car did you drive?:
Drove my parents two vehicles. A 1982 Crown Victoria Dark Blue and a Brown and 1988 Tan GMC Sierra 1500 truck.
What was your worst fear?:
Dying young.
Had you smoked a cigarette?:
Yup smoked a pack I believe.
Had you been arrested?:
Nah. I was a good boy, and also my mom's sister was the secretary for the OPP so if I got in trouble my parents would know ASAP.
Had your heart broken?:
Yeah, four times by then.
Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter/Complicated?:
Dating Sylvie.
Who didn't you like?:
A lot of people in my town, the list is too long...
**LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!!**
September 2006
How old are you?:
23
Where do you work?:
Sutherland Group as a Quickbooks Registration Agent.
Where do you live?:
Sault Ste. Marie, Ontario
Where do you hang out?:
Churchill Lanes, My buddy Shawn and Mike's places, Ubetcha, Top Hat pool hall...the list goes on.
Do you wear glasses?:
Yeah, thinking of lazer surgery if they'll knock my ass out.
What is your hairstyle?:
Shaved like a jarhead.
Who is your best friend?:
Marc, he's been there for me thick and thin.
Still talk to any of your old friends?:
Yeah lots of them, even found some of them through deviantart.
Who is your current love interest?:
A girl who I can't seem to find anymore, I knew her from college Shauna Hayes...
How many piercings do you have?:
None.
How many tattoos?:
None.
What do you currently drive?:
1995 Toyota Camry, go granny mobile!
What is your biggest fear?:
Dying, getting cancer, not being able to pay my bills.
Have you been arrested since, if so, how many times?:
Nope.
Has your heart been broken?:
Nope.
Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter/Complicated?:
Single and hoping to find that right girl...
Who don't you like now?:
The list goes on, the list fluxuates from time to time.
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1. Whats on your mind right now?
Getting a better job, Taking my A+ certification, Going To Thunder Bay for a wedding in two weeks.
2. What color is your TV?
Black.
3. What was your first cd?
Dance Mix 95. Lawls.
4. How old were you when you discovered porn?
I think I was about 12...not really sure.
5. How many times have you had your heart broken?
5 times.
6. How many times have you broken a heart?
2 times.
7. What was your first car?
1995 Toyota Camry, tan peach color.
8. Did you wreck it?
Hell no. My grandma did some damage though :P
9. Have you ever been fired from a job?
Yes, well it was more of a lay off then not being hired back. Stupid Restaurant.
10. What color is your bathmat?
Silver.
11. What cd is in the player in your car?
I have an Iriver mp3 player so I have no clue what the song is.
12. Do you let people borrow your cds?
Sure if they want since I have none :P
13. Were you in the band in high school?
Hell no, we didn't have band. WTF iz band. :P
14. Coke or Pepsi?
Coke. Pepsi tastes like crap now.
15. What is your astrological sign?
Leo. Rawr!
16. Do you know what it means?
Not a clue, i'm a lion and i'm strong etc. Rawr.
17. Do you have anyone elses name tattooed on you?
Hell no that's just stupid.
18. Do you own a cowboy/girl hat?
Nope, wish I did though.
19. Do you sing in the car?
100% of the time, unless someone is in the car with me.
20. Do you paint your toenails?
Um..no. That would just be too odd.
21. If you had to go on a road trip right now, who would you take with you?
Reija, Pandaesque, Huskyb, Marx...mostly people from msn.
22. You pissed off at anyone?
Yeah there's a few people who need a 2x4 to the head.
23. Can you wiggle your ears?
Nope.
24. Whats on your mind?
Work, Paying the bills, finding myself a woman, getting a better paying job.
25. Gonna do anything about it?
Do my A+ certification soon, then apply like nuts for jobs and continue my shitty job for now.
26. One Tree Hill or The O.C.?
Neither, damn emo kids.
27. Can you name all 4 Beatles?
Ringo, John, Paul and there's another dude but he don't matter.
28. What brand of toothpaste do you use?
Crest with Scope.
29. Do you obsess over your clothes?
Nope, I put them on, I wear them, I wash them. There clothes.
30. Who would you call if you needed to be bonded out of jail?
My brother or parents.
31. Do you know anyone that lives in Idaho?
Hell nope.
32. How many of the 50 states have you visited?
Michigan and Minnesota.
34. Where can you find Phish Food?
At the pet store.
35. Like anyone at the moment?
Yeah there are a lot of women I like and friends.
36. Are you named after anyone?
I'm named after some dude in the bible I believe...not really sure who i'm named after.
37. How many candles do you have in your room?
One and its in the living room.
38. Fire or Ice?
Firey Ice!
39. Who was the last person that called you?
my pal Aiden.
40. Who do you wish would call you?
Pandaesque, Reija, Tajniwolf, my parents, some good looking woman who likes me.
41. Do you remember your 3rd grade teachers name?
Mr.Mayer
42. Would you paint the walls of your room black?
Nah that would suck.
45. Do you wear your sunglasses at night?
I have done it twice, once at work cause the lights bother me and once while driving in Sudbury which was a bad idea.
46. Who sings, Im Too Sexy?
Right Said Fred and he needs to bulk up he's a skinny man...
47. When you walk by a mirror do you stop and look?
Sometimes, usually though to make sure my face isn't peeling.
48. Lowes or Home Depot?
Home Depot cause we don't have a Lowes.
49. Who gave the Gettysburg Address?
Hell if I know, i'm not american.
50. How many Jolie-Pitt kids are there?
Too many, get out the shotgun ma.
51. What channel is your TV on right now?
Channel 3, Global.
52. What time does the six o'clock news come on?
5:59pm.
53. Do you have any goth friends?
Yeah, Shadow and I like her a lot. Rawr.
54. Do you believe in the existence of gnomes?
Sure, there around.
55. Do you know what a gnat is?
Yeah, there annoying.
56. String or butter beans?
Mmm beans.
57. What kind of computer do you have?
Dell Inspiron 6400 laptop (2Ghz Intel Core Duo, 1 Gig DDR2 Ram, 100 Gig HDD, ATI X-1400 256MB PCI-E video), desktop (AMD Athlon 64 3200+, DDR2 single channel 1 Gig RAM, AGP x8 ATI Radeon 9800 Pro 128MB, 160 gig HDD space).... Can you tell i'm a bit of a computer geek :P
58. Are you addicted to LiveJournal?
Yeah a little.
59. Do you post blogs almost everyday of randomness?
Not really.
60. Of all your friends on LiveJournal how many do you know in real life?
Probably about one or two.
61. Are there any of your LiveJournal friends that you want to do the nasty with?
Yeah I could think of a few.
62. Do you have milk in your fridge?
Yeah I've got two 1 litre's of 1% and some chocolate milk.
63. What time do you get off work?
8:15pm monday to thursday and 2:45pm on fridays.
64. Do you drink protein shakes?
Hell no or i'd be as fat as a whale.
65. Have you ever done LSD?
Nah, I take enough over the counter junk.
66. Have you forgotten to call anyone back today?
Nope I can't think of anyone.