hey hey
wow its been forever since i wrote in here.. have been workin alot... this past weekend was my mommoms b-day.. we went and took flowers to her grave.. it was really hard.. even tho its been since feb. this is the 1st b-day that she wasnt with us.. then we had a psychic come to the house.. and she told me alot of really good stuff.. stuff i dont want everyone knowin.. lol
but anyways.. not this weekend but the next weekend im goin to NY with my friend jess.. its gonna be awesome.. stayin over night in a hotel.. partying it up.. lovin that both of our parents arent gonna be there.. lol.. we kno we wanna try goin to the clubs and just livin the NY life to the fullest.. but we will be careful too.. dont need to get stalkers.. lol..
i wouldnt say i love goin to work now.. but its been fun.. my lil fights with justin are the best lol... and the ones with rich too.. i get to help neen every once in a while which is cool.. i love helpin the people at work... im really startin to feel comfortable there again.. like im not an outcast anymore.. not that i think i ever was.. its just that people are treatin me better..
this weekend timmy boy is comin home for the 1st time since he left for school.. i miss him.. he is my buddy.. we are supposed to hang out sometime this weekend.. prolly go see a movie.. like we always do lol.. dunno tho... jess also wants to chill this weekend.. ill prolly go to her house sat.. after the weddin that im goin to.. which is gonna be soo sucky.. we dont even like the person that is gettin married but bc my mom works with the persons mom we kinda gotta go so that there isnt any tension in the work place.. lol
my sister isnt comin home this weekend which is alright.. i miss her.. but everytime she is home she always seems to be on my case bout somethin.. so i guess its cool that she is stayin at school this weekend lol..
but i think thats all i wanna say for now so im gonna go.. ill write back as soon as i get another chance..
oh and john is leavin next month.. dont kno where he is goin yet so im really upset bout that.. i miss him as it is and gonna miss him even more when he is gone.. but ill keep ya updated..
bye for now..
but anyways.. not this weekend but the next weekend im goin to NY with my friend jess.. its gonna be awesome.. stayin over night in a hotel.. partying it up.. lovin that both of our parents arent gonna be there.. lol.. we kno we wanna try goin to the clubs and just livin the NY life to the fullest.. but we will be careful too.. dont need to get stalkers.. lol..
i wouldnt say i love goin to work now.. but its been fun.. my lil fights with justin are the best lol... and the ones with rich too.. i get to help neen every once in a while which is cool.. i love helpin the people at work... im really startin to feel comfortable there again.. like im not an outcast anymore.. not that i think i ever was.. its just that people are treatin me better..
this weekend timmy boy is comin home for the 1st time since he left for school.. i miss him.. he is my buddy.. we are supposed to hang out sometime this weekend.. prolly go see a movie.. like we always do lol.. dunno tho... jess also wants to chill this weekend.. ill prolly go to her house sat.. after the weddin that im goin to.. which is gonna be soo sucky.. we dont even like the person that is gettin married but bc my mom works with the persons mom we kinda gotta go so that there isnt any tension in the work place.. lol
my sister isnt comin home this weekend which is alright.. i miss her.. but everytime she is home she always seems to be on my case bout somethin.. so i guess its cool that she is stayin at school this weekend lol..
but i think thats all i wanna say for now so im gonna go.. ill write back as soon as i get another chance..
oh and john is leavin next month.. dont kno where he is goin yet so im really upset bout that.. i miss him as it is and gonna miss him even more when he is gone.. but ill keep ya updated..
bye for now..