Dec 03, 2006 23:21
I've changed everything, my email, my home phone number, my mobile number along with myself guess it takes £100 to learn already what life should teach me but in the sense of tranquility what goes around comes around and I'm not going to be on the opposing end of the mistreatment, misguidance or misjudgement anymore, the main problem is the fact that I've never listened to the voices in my head. I didn't listen to the paranoid thoughts in my mind but I guess me and my emotions are going to become best of friends because they're the only things I can trust anymore. I've severed all ties with you and there's alot I've wanted to say but I guess actions speak alot louder than words, it's a shame you can't read this but the thing that makes me feel whole is that at the end of the day when you eventually try and get in touch with me and realise I've disappeared how are you gonna feel. Actions speak louder than words. I don't get my £100. I can part with that after all money's no issue to me, I make it all the time why don't you see me without anything in my pocket because I hustle all the time I can to maintain myself and my friends if need be. You were one of my friends one of my best one's but fuck it all good things come to end and yours did yesterday. Didn't wanna answer the phone, ok, got that dick to answer it. Cool. My fucking mistake. But life's a lesson and I've learned another in mine.