My life is wrong
This year has been the shittiest year in my 21 years of life. So far this year my father had almost past away due to the doctor who was preforming surgery on him. Which he stayed in the ICU for 23 days. He couldn't speak, hear, or see. The smell of infection in the room was so bad that it would make you wanna throw up. While in the hospital my father said that saw his dead relatives, his dog, and Jesus. Just recently since my father was in the hospital we have to sell our home because my family is in debit of $115,000. My family doesn't have that kind of money to pay back. Plus my father is too old and tired to work. Just the other i had possibly broken my foot so i am awaiting for the results to know if i need surgery or not. Today, I lost my cat(my best friend) named Tippy who was attacked by two stray dogs that killed her. I rushed as fast as I could to get her to the hospital, but she was gasping for air and her lips turned white. I saw her looking at me when I was driving her hospital. She closed her eyes then opened and died. I saw her die in my car. If God says he is the almighty and says that things happen for a reason then why is he picking on my family? Today apart of me died when I cat. Sometimes I feel like I'd be better off dead then alive.