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I cant believe how totally walked over i fell by so many people, 99% of thetime i am notthing but totally nice to everyone and its somehow ok if other people are moody and im supposed to endure it and feel bad, or maybe im supposed to feel bad about not wanting to forget all the bad stuff and act all happy like no-one around me isnt more fucked than me.
Right now i know that I only have to get through tomorrows shift until I feel better and ive got what i need. which by the way is NIKKI, she knows everything about me, she knows about everything bad and good about me, and does nothing but make me feel like nothing could go wrong ever....
I think things would be much better if we could get a place together because I get the feeling no-one but her wants me around anymore anyway and no one but her really likes me anyway.
oh yeah, I love guns and hate hypocrascy.
I would post a picture of me with my AK-47 but i am too tireddd to fix my computer.
Right now i know that I only have to get through tomorrows shift until I feel better and ive got what i need. which by the way is NIKKI, she knows everything about me, she knows about everything bad and good about me, and does nothing but make me feel like nothing could go wrong ever....
I think things would be much better if we could get a place together because I get the feeling no-one but her wants me around anymore anyway and no one but her really likes me anyway.
oh yeah, I love guns and hate hypocrascy.
I would post a picture of me with my AK-47 but i am too tireddd to fix my computer.