When's the last time you felt alive...?
Today just got me thinking. You are the greatest thing in my life. And I can say that with complete certainty, honesty. I've never accomplished more than I have being with you. Experiencing what I've experienced, loving you the way that I have, dedicating so much of my time and effort into us. I've never wanted anything more. We've been through, A LOT. And even after all of it, everything still bottles down to you, and you're face, you're eyes, the way you talk. It's a feeling that no one and nothing can replace, and trust me I've tried to. We've made too many mistakes, big ones, bad ones. But I've never stopped loving you the way that I do. I know that for sure I never will. No matter where life takes us, if one day we end up having to take different paths, I know that you will always be the one person, that I loved, with every ounce of blood and spit and sweat and everything in my body. People are gonna talk, and say things, voice their opinions. But fuck it, fuck them. If we're happy, then let us be happy. No more drama. We're not letting that shit get to us. You're so beautiful. The only person I can truly be myself around. I feel so comfortable and safe when I'm with you. It's unexplainable. I know someone out there understands what I mean when I say this. Shit is hard, and things mess up sometimes. Situations become overbearing and we feel like we just wanna let go. We did. I did. For whatever amount of time, I saw my life, the future without you in it. And that's not how I wanted it. It hurt, because I knew that I couldn't just drop something I needed so badly. Yeah, I'll be happy somewhere else, with someone else, sooner or later. And I'll be content with my life and what I have. But it won't come near to being with you. My first, everything. In every aspect of the word. I haven't hated, loved, and cried and sweat, bled, stressed, more than I have for you, with you. And I don't have any regrets, because when I look back at this, in time, it'll all be worth it. For my time with you, it's worth it. I love you bunny. There's nothing more to it.