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I've lost complete feeling. It's kind of cool though, to see the world through empty eyes. Cause you don't care. After everything you said to me, all the mean hurtful things. After shaking for hours, crying for hours. In the end, I am glad, glad I have so many people around me, supporting me, being there for me, loving me, the way you never knew how to. Who do you have? When the chaos subsides and all you want is someone to hold you, when that was my role for so long. Who do you have? I don't believe you ever knew what unhappy really was. And you took for granted every second that I gave to you. This is where it stops. No more games. Our rollercoaster just shut down. We can be friends when you learn how to be one. There. I said it, friend.