And my breathing races when you mention blue
I am so tired..I couldn't sleep for the life of me yesterday, ugh!
Then, when I finally do get to sleep I have this HORRIBLE dream and I wake up shaking and feeling like I want to puke..
The dream went like this.
Me and Jordan were riding in this girls car and she had horoscopes and she's like (to jordan) This is what I think you should do, and then he wouldn't show me what it said and then it said something about broken hearts and then I'm like "Can I see it?" and he's like "no..." I'm like what is it? And then he looked down and he's like "This has to happen today" and I just stopped and kept saying "no..not again" and it was so horrible...And then I woke up and I couldn't breathe and it just felt so real...
I hated it.
ughghg...I'm just glad I got to talk to him today, it felt so much better.
Lastnight, I went to the mall with Jacki and Cassie :] it was cool..Nothing too exciting but it was nice to hangout with Jacki again.
I could kind of tell that made Jordan feel a little uneasy at first because I'm like "Jacki says hi" he's like "oh.....um hi" lol..But I know that he doesn't exactly trust her. Then after the mall, we went downtown and walked around. I saw Sean and Danielle on the bus going there and the bus coming home, lol. It was weird but cool...Me,Jacki,Cassie,Jake,Sean and Danielle all had this long discussion about Psychics and whether or not we would want to know what they had to say and I said that I wouldn't want to know everything about my future but I would probably ask questions about me and Jordan :] Just to know.
"What if they told you were going to die HUH..HUH!!!!"
LMAO.
Ohhh and I filled out an application at Spencers :o I hope they call me, woo!
Today I get to watch Ben until 7 wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
not.
Hopefully Allie will bus down to my sisters :] Because she loves me so much *big smiiile* lolol. And plus we haven't hungout yet since she's been back, what's up with that? eh eh lol.
My mom and my sister are in a fight again, and OF COURSE I get to here about it non stop, good god...
I missed Jordan soooo much lastnight :[
Everyone at the mall was like..holding hands and hugging and I'm just like ughhhhh lol.
My love. *blushes*
But I should go before Shaun gets here.
Mucho Love.
ammmy
Then, when I finally do get to sleep I have this HORRIBLE dream and I wake up shaking and feeling like I want to puke..
The dream went like this.
Me and Jordan were riding in this girls car and she had horoscopes and she's like (to jordan) This is what I think you should do, and then he wouldn't show me what it said and then it said something about broken hearts and then I'm like "Can I see it?" and he's like "no..." I'm like what is it? And then he looked down and he's like "This has to happen today" and I just stopped and kept saying "no..not again" and it was so horrible...And then I woke up and I couldn't breathe and it just felt so real...
I hated it.
ughghg...I'm just glad I got to talk to him today, it felt so much better.
Lastnight, I went to the mall with Jacki and Cassie :] it was cool..Nothing too exciting but it was nice to hangout with Jacki again.
I could kind of tell that made Jordan feel a little uneasy at first because I'm like "Jacki says hi" he's like "oh.....um hi" lol..But I know that he doesn't exactly trust her. Then after the mall, we went downtown and walked around. I saw Sean and Danielle on the bus going there and the bus coming home, lol. It was weird but cool...Me,Jacki,Cassie,Jake,Sean and Danielle all had this long discussion about Psychics and whether or not we would want to know what they had to say and I said that I wouldn't want to know everything about my future but I would probably ask questions about me and Jordan :] Just to know.
"What if they told you were going to die HUH..HUH!!!!"
LMAO.
Ohhh and I filled out an application at Spencers :o I hope they call me, woo!
Today I get to watch Ben until 7 wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
not.
Hopefully Allie will bus down to my sisters :] Because she loves me so much *big smiiile* lolol. And plus we haven't hungout yet since she's been back, what's up with that? eh eh lol.
My mom and my sister are in a fight again, and OF COURSE I get to here about it non stop, good god...
I missed Jordan soooo much lastnight :[
Everyone at the mall was like..holding hands and hugging and I'm just like ughhhhh lol.
My love. *blushes*
But I should go before Shaun gets here.
Mucho Love.
ammmy