Sep 22, 2004 22:20
antanyy-no worriessss, i m hurrr for you<3youre my best friend and now youre going through what i went through, fortunatley you didnt loose the one you loved and your best friend in the whole world in one.. ilost both and it sucks.. i know that youre an amazing person and youre going to be fine.i have faith in you ( i know i sound corny_ but its the truth ) youre really gonna be fine and you will get over this, because im here to help you no matter what because i love you and thats what im here for.
okay so i had an amazing weekend.. michaela came over, i spent most of the weekend with her jackie erin jess and alex and his friend from brooklyn.. i love everyone.. well i did, but then the shit started again.. back in school and i hate this town so much.. ive come to the conclusion that everyone hates their town.. which is very logical. i mean everyone has so much shit of their own to deal with, and when youre lucky enough to find that one person that you trust with your life, and that person you can call your best friend, thats when you know that nothing else in the world matters, because you have them in your life. i know now more than ever that everything is going to be okay, because when i think about your face, and i look into your eyes, i see a future, as in a friendship, that i know is going to work out for the long run, because we both want it to. i cant imagine if something like this ever happened to us. i dont know what i would do. if i ever lost you, i seriously wouldnt be the same person. you mean so much to me and i could never imagine loosing you. im sorry for both of you, because ive done it before and its not an easy thing to do. to stop being friends with the person you love most in the world, has and never will be an easy thing. im here for you no matterr whatt-just remember thatttt-oh man.. fav quote coming up again there's just no rhyme or reason only this sense of completion and in your eyes i see the missing pieces i'm searching for i think i found my way home i know that it might sound more than a little crazy but in your eyes i see my future in an instant and there it goes i think i've found my best friend-and i mean everyyyy word of it. dont worrryy. everythings gonna be alrightt<3
not in the mood for schoool tomorrroww.. what else is new-peace outtt loves<3