New Year's Wish Might COME True...
Why is it you cant see what’s right in front of you, till its too late or you think you don’t have a chance anymore? So well in a few hours I might get to see one of those guys who just makes you wanna be a better person. OK so that’s lame but he makes me smile and he sorta gets me or well so far. I really don’t know if he is gonna come but if he does hes gonna be trashed off his ass and I mean what a pity that would be… He is so everything I don’t want right now because ill mess it up but I think he is want I need. SO my girly moment here…
He makes me wanna not curse, he makes me wanna get dressed up, he makes me wanna run around naked and be like look you cant have this. He gives me confidence that I lost along time ago because of guys. And when it comes down to it I think hes the type that when im feeling bad he’ll come and watch cartoons with me. Hes like a little kid who is growing up to be a really responsible man. I haven’t figured out his deep and dark but it really cant be that bad for him to of turned out this good. I feel like im being a little girl about it all but im really scared ill turn into the “little sister” my chances are good. But everyone has pointed out that if I don’t take a risk I wont ever really know if I have a chance. I just really don’t get why the hell hes single. So far every girl ive met around him im sure would not only just fuck him but date him.
It was great, I was at Beth and Kelli’s the other night and beth was like have you slept with him. I was like UH if I had sex with him trust me EVERYONE would know! Atleast everyone in the state! He just makes me feel good that I even know a guy like him.
So we have everything you could possible need for a great party. Cobo-Woba and all sorts of drinks. I mean ive never seen so much alcohol that girls have bought and not even started to drink so that’s why the guys are coming over later on. Or well that the idea… You know drunkin guys change their minds.
Ive also figured out that inorder to be a better person im gonna have to let go of the past. I mean not forget but let go. Ive put my self though so much shit and some how made it. Its true what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger.
Oh new jobs also... + school so that = busy girl...
He makes me wanna not curse, he makes me wanna get dressed up, he makes me wanna run around naked and be like look you cant have this. He gives me confidence that I lost along time ago because of guys. And when it comes down to it I think hes the type that when im feeling bad he’ll come and watch cartoons with me. Hes like a little kid who is growing up to be a really responsible man. I haven’t figured out his deep and dark but it really cant be that bad for him to of turned out this good. I feel like im being a little girl about it all but im really scared ill turn into the “little sister” my chances are good. But everyone has pointed out that if I don’t take a risk I wont ever really know if I have a chance. I just really don’t get why the hell hes single. So far every girl ive met around him im sure would not only just fuck him but date him.
It was great, I was at Beth and Kelli’s the other night and beth was like have you slept with him. I was like UH if I had sex with him trust me EVERYONE would know! Atleast everyone in the state! He just makes me feel good that I even know a guy like him.
So we have everything you could possible need for a great party. Cobo-Woba and all sorts of drinks. I mean ive never seen so much alcohol that girls have bought and not even started to drink so that’s why the guys are coming over later on. Or well that the idea… You know drunkin guys change their minds.
Ive also figured out that inorder to be a better person im gonna have to let go of the past. I mean not forget but let go. Ive put my self though so much shit and some how made it. Its true what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger.
Oh new jobs also... + school so that = busy girl...