Mar 09, 2005 09:04
I will be out of the country for three months. It is good and bad for my personal life. It is great for my career. Bad for my relationship unless it is true (in this case) that distance makes the heart grow fonder.
Yesterday I got D (the personal trainer that has taken an interest in me and gives me free training sessions) to actually say why he always seeks me out and 'harasses' me. He told me I was cute, very cute. "You should not be so cute...You can stop brushing your teeth, combing your hair, keeping clean." "It is always the cute ones that cheat [when working out]." So he watches over me and jokes with me all the time. Sometimes he will correct me but mainly he gives me tips and watches me and flirts with me and leaves his clients multiple times in the same session to chat with me. Heh. When I was leaving after a 2hr30min workout yesterday he stopped me and 'interrogated' me about being done with my workout. He tried to convince me to stay, nah... I did not. I did ask him why he wanted me to stay "You're our eye candy for the day." Me- "Are you serious? You are a personal trainer you have females sashaying through here all day long, and they look better than me." Him- "Have you looked in here? Everyday you come in, you are the eye candy. You are the cutest one. Just look when you walk through those doors." Thanks D. You and all of the other male PTs can look all you want ;)
I am glad I do not have to pay for my one-on-one personal training sessions. ;) I am so cheap.
I am not looking forward to going to the gym at night: numerous people, lots of guys and on the main level at night the guys always hit on me trying to get to know me while I try to stay to myself and workout myself or with a little PT aid.
It is so funny training at night with D, when we are on the main level all the women will stop their training and watch him when he is at work, but once he and I switch positions they females go back to their training and their jaws return to their resting positions (I am not kidding, I am completely serious). Once D and I are done training together that is when the men try to move in on me. :x
We declared a truce yesterday afternoon. D said he would not joke with me quite as much and he would stop the 'harassment'. The only thing I was guilty of was looking good and going in and working out, therefore I told him if it was a problem then I would cancel my memership and go to another gym, he immedeatly stepped back apologized, declared a truce, and told me not to go elsewhere. There was a bit of dialogue but the gist is there.
Jermaine wants me to keep working out. "You have a nice body, but it can be better. If you keep working you you can have a really good body. Curves and all." I am happy with him I just do not want to take a break while I am away. He and I shall see how the next few months unfold.
Although Jermaine will not admit it, he is jealous of D. Jermaine has nothing to be jealous of, he has me, not D. He is the object of my desire, not D. I am not turned on by D, he just trains my body, he does not turn on my body. I am Jermaine's sweetie and no one else's. Every time we talk Jermaine asks if I had a session with D. Jermaine trusts me, I feel that he does not trust anyone else. He trusts me, he does not trust other guys. I think it worries him that other guys do flirt with me, he could be a little insecure, which amuses me and makes me feel even better about our relationship because because competition can be viewed as a way prove ourselves to one another. The pesky eyes and words of others is our strengthening tool that will draw us nearer to one another. We both have insecurities, mainly the same ones, which is good because we keep one another in check.
I am substituting. I will continue on until I get a full time job, and I will also do night crawlers. I have my class abroad for three months, 2 classes in the fall, and one class in the spring and I am out of school for 2 yrs working where I want to work.
Sorry my life is very boring I am just trying to get through school and that is all.