EVER
i ahvent written in ever. i forget what a nice outlet this crappy thing is. anyway the main things i need to vent:
1. it sucks that im not goign to prom. i know, whatever, but, i am always the one w/o a date,a ndi am always the one who actually wants to go. i dont understand! seriously, this isnt self-pity, its just a true question, y dont guys have an interest in me? i am too boyish? ami not pretty? (that one really boggles me b/c as concieted as it sounds, i dont think im bad looking, i mean im not the skinniest or the, i dunno, most stunning, but i think i am pretty enough. i wish i could actually get an honest opinion, but i know no one will actually ever tell me the whole truth about my looks.)
2. i hate school so much. its so cliche, but its true. i feel physically sick when i have to go, and i hate it so much that i get anygry at people there who enjoy themseleves at all.
does that have somehting to do w/y guys dont like me? am i not bubbly enough? am i too blunt? i know i am overly blunt, i get carried away, but is it that bad?
3. what am i trying to accomplish? dance?? i should devote myself to it then, but no i have to do well in school too. but really, this is the chronic question: how to get what i want.
4. i cant wait until i get my licsense (sp?)
please god, someone comment. give me worth.
1. it sucks that im not goign to prom. i know, whatever, but, i am always the one w/o a date,a ndi am always the one who actually wants to go. i dont understand! seriously, this isnt self-pity, its just a true question, y dont guys have an interest in me? i am too boyish? ami not pretty? (that one really boggles me b/c as concieted as it sounds, i dont think im bad looking, i mean im not the skinniest or the, i dunno, most stunning, but i think i am pretty enough. i wish i could actually get an honest opinion, but i know no one will actually ever tell me the whole truth about my looks.)
2. i hate school so much. its so cliche, but its true. i feel physically sick when i have to go, and i hate it so much that i get anygry at people there who enjoy themseleves at all.
does that have somehting to do w/y guys dont like me? am i not bubbly enough? am i too blunt? i know i am overly blunt, i get carried away, but is it that bad?
3. what am i trying to accomplish? dance?? i should devote myself to it then, but no i have to do well in school too. but really, this is the chronic question: how to get what i want.
4. i cant wait until i get my licsense (sp?)
please god, someone comment. give me worth.