hmmm
well, sadness.
i actually had a good week, but hmm...i am just falling into the sad feeling of not talking to ------. i am such a loser, if u read this, u know who i mean, i am just blowing off steam. even though i am not upset, i just don't know what to do about him.( and yes, those are the correct number of letters....go OCDness) i want to say something, but i am scared that i will "scare him off"
WHY AM I SO 'INTIMIDATING'?? i dont get it, i am not scary, i am just a girl, and i cant help that.
anyway, i want to say like "lets hang out" or "why did u stop talking to me after last saturday?" but then he'll be like "i talked to u in the hall" or "yea, we should." and that would be it. god, it is so frustrating. maybe i should just give up. no. i cant. its not a choice. but, i do like him, a lot....in case whoever u are didnt notice.
i am so tired of feeling helpless. y cant we just go out or never talk again? what is this in between crap?
o, and my cussing has gotten way out of hand. i really need to watch my mouth. its bad, i sound really unitelligent and crude. so, whoeer u are, you must remind me not to cuss excessively(how do u spell that?)
o great, spelling, make yourself think about him...good job. ok, thats it. no more about him.
now i just sound crazy.
i actually had a good week, but hmm...i am just falling into the sad feeling of not talking to ------. i am such a loser, if u read this, u know who i mean, i am just blowing off steam. even though i am not upset, i just don't know what to do about him.( and yes, those are the correct number of letters....go OCDness) i want to say something, but i am scared that i will "scare him off"
WHY AM I SO 'INTIMIDATING'?? i dont get it, i am not scary, i am just a girl, and i cant help that.
anyway, i want to say like "lets hang out" or "why did u stop talking to me after last saturday?" but then he'll be like "i talked to u in the hall" or "yea, we should." and that would be it. god, it is so frustrating. maybe i should just give up. no. i cant. its not a choice. but, i do like him, a lot....in case whoever u are didnt notice.
i am so tired of feeling helpless. y cant we just go out or never talk again? what is this in between crap?
o, and my cussing has gotten way out of hand. i really need to watch my mouth. its bad, i sound really unitelligent and crude. so, whoeer u are, you must remind me not to cuss excessively(how do u spell that?)
o great, spelling, make yourself think about him...good job. ok, thats it. no more about him.
now i just sound crazy.