Hey...
Wow... it's been a while... I'd say I've been busy but truthfully... I've been busy, overworked, overlooked, rejected, depressed, sad, tired, ready to die, didn't die, and so I've been droning through my life wondering when it's going to end... I'm just tired... I'm tired of everything... I'mm 18 years old and I feel worn out. I just want something to hang on to... ya know? And being worn out wouldn't be so bad if I had something to live for... but I don't... I have nothing and no one... Don't worry I'm not going to kill myself, that's stupid and according to the Catholic religion if I do I go to hell... and it would suck to die and THEN go to hell... that'd just be icing on my cake... I just wake up every day trying to think of a reason to get up... do you know what my reason is... I don't have one, at this point in my life I don't have a single reason to get up except that I have nothin' better to do... I go to school because I have nothin' better to do. I'm gonna go to sleep before I go to work... bye.