yes diana, i'm talking about my feelings again

[solarii]

i think all this messed up stuff with älskare, pojkvänner, trekanter, and other things that I'll only say in Swedish, i think all of it wouldn't bother me so much if i didn't isolate myself all the time. there are people i could be hanging out with, but instead i am sitting in my room drinking milk out of a salsa jar.

quit letting me! it is not healthy. i'm not even living in flint anymore, but sometimes it seems like a dark sad flint cloud has followed me wherever i go.

so yeah... i'm gunna hang out with you. beware.

ps. i drank wine tonight can you believe it