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I'm back yay lol oh well lets talk about things then as i said yesterday i am better in myself but michael is still causing me greif won't leave me alone keeps txting sometimes even the same msg 3 times a day and its getting to me so much!!! well the reason i got myself together was because i knew i had a week off soon so something to get excited about and my birthday too so got myself together but then things went frm bad to worse at home mum just had it said right that's it we're going to have to move no doubt about it so we spent last weds crying we knew it was coming but that decision was final so cried loads and got my head straight to the fact that i knew i was going well jenny knew something was wrong and just said u know i'm here well went to work thursday was very quiet and then b4 i went jenny said just want to say i know u don't like talking about it but u know i'm here if u need to talk etc or if u need time off or whatever so i said i know and started crying again and she said oh no i didn't mean to set u off i said its ok i'll be fine well then every day i started clearing my room etc feeling v depressed thinking some kind of birthday i'm going to have and week off well went out for the day on sat which was nice but tinged with oh dearness!!! well back at work on sunday which was ok actually then jenny came in took over gave me my birthday presebnt exciting and i was home watched ronan on x factor which made my evening had a shower and then came out to see 3 missed calls from michael couldn't believe it anyway he said he would pop round the next evening with a card frm him and his mum so if i see the light go on and hear him i know its him oh god!!!
So spent monday doing lots of housework and then came 7pm heard him arrive and heard him leave well yes 2 cards as told and i don't open stuff b4 my day but mum said r u going to open them so i said no u can well his mum had put 10 pounds in and said we miss you would be nice to see you again!!! and he put in 20 pounds and a letter saying all the same stuff as before u mean the world to me i'll always be here for u would like to see u etc etc well talk about emotional blackmail!!! well then here comes my birthday and he txts me saying hope you got the card and happy birthday etc so i did txt him just to say thanks to him and his mum etc well then i had a up and dwn day had a lovely morning opening my presents and cards i got money frm mum bro nan and anna then my auntie sent a fleccy thing over and chocs frm my neighbour and jenny wow she got me a limited edition framed photograph of ronan how cool is that i love it!!!! then i went to nans we had lunch out which was nice and gem had a drink at midday lol!!! well there is where i stop for now!!!!
So spent monday doing lots of housework and then came 7pm heard him arrive and heard him leave well yes 2 cards as told and i don't open stuff b4 my day but mum said r u going to open them so i said no u can well his mum had put 10 pounds in and said we miss you would be nice to see you again!!! and he put in 20 pounds and a letter saying all the same stuff as before u mean the world to me i'll always be here for u would like to see u etc etc well talk about emotional blackmail!!! well then here comes my birthday and he txts me saying hope you got the card and happy birthday etc so i did txt him just to say thanks to him and his mum etc well then i had a up and dwn day had a lovely morning opening my presents and cards i got money frm mum bro nan and anna then my auntie sent a fleccy thing over and chocs frm my neighbour and jenny wow she got me a limited edition framed photograph of ronan how cool is that i love it!!!! then i went to nans we had lunch out which was nice and gem had a drink at midday lol!!! well there is where i stop for now!!!!