Sep 18, 2009 17:32
Ok lol we were watching all the acts and every time ronan keating was mentioned we were screaming lol it was great fun well then he came on and well yes gem did cry what a surprise lol not loads i just welled up and become shaky and that anyway he was fantastic absoutly fantastic couldn#'t have been happier it was a great nite out made me so happy and seeingr ronan again this year when i really didn't think i would lol brilliant!! Got home late though didn't go to sleep till 2am then up at half 5 work at 6 ouch i know worked 10 hours then 10 hours sunday then had to come in a bit earlier on monday then worked early tuesday early weds and a long day and finally had thurs off and then 2day was a funny day but had some hours off from work lol.
Work has been really busy things at home have been tough thinking again michael won't leave me alone it could be worse if i'm honest but i could do without it.i did things i really shouldn't have done twice this week but it made me feel better at the time!!
i wonder whether i'm coming or going sometimes my brain just never stops and sometimes i just wonder i really really do people keep telling me how thin i am and i keep telling them there is nothing wrong with me but i keep getting funny pains in my chest and i don't know what it is hopfully nothing to do with the fact that i'm thin!!
Got loads of work on b4 i have my week off 2 celebrate my birthday exciting can't u just hear it!!i hope everything will turn out ok in fact i pray everything will turn out ok!!!