One of Those...
I was once told that I seem to have nothing but nightmares, but I don't agree. I've had good dreams, and I consider most of my dreams to be more neutral, neither good nor bad. So many of my neutral dreams, however, may be considered by others to be bad, but that's getting away from the topic on my mind today. Yesterday I had a dream that perhaps wouldn't seem to bad, but to me was terrible and managed to find a place in the back of my mind to burrow.
In my dream, I was visiting a family that is close to me. But more specifically I was visiting a woman that I love. When I arrived, however, the woman ignored me. This alone didn't bother me so much. My first thought was that she was busy and I would catch up to her after catching up with the others. Sadly, that ended up not being the case.
After talking to everyone in the family, I stepped into another room to speak to the woman. Unfortunately, she continued to ignore me and as I tried to get her attention. After a while another man walked up, took her hand, and just walked off with her. The whole thing was both confusing and disheartening.
Even after I awoke, I still felt the heartbreak from those events that never happened. It's horrible the way that our minds can play tricks on us and how those tricks can affect our emotions. Especially since all it does is remind me how I feel about someone who lives on the other side of the world from me these days.
In my dream, I was visiting a family that is close to me. But more specifically I was visiting a woman that I love. When I arrived, however, the woman ignored me. This alone didn't bother me so much. My first thought was that she was busy and I would catch up to her after catching up with the others. Sadly, that ended up not being the case.
After talking to everyone in the family, I stepped into another room to speak to the woman. Unfortunately, she continued to ignore me and as I tried to get her attention. After a while another man walked up, took her hand, and just walked off with her. The whole thing was both confusing and disheartening.
Even after I awoke, I still felt the heartbreak from those events that never happened. It's horrible the way that our minds can play tricks on us and how those tricks can affect our emotions. Especially since all it does is remind me how I feel about someone who lives on the other side of the world from me these days.