hide my head i want to drown my sorrow
no tomorrow, no tomorrow....
This song is just amazing, I could listen to it over and over again, there's just something about it, something that kind of fits the form of life , and the daily grind that we must go through. Its funny sometimes how much you can connect with a song, the lyrics, the music, everything about it. I know that may be random, but it happens to me a lot.
Its been awhile , livejournal. Its been awhile since I posted in here. I just don't know what to post, it seems like the days that pass entwine into one and its hard to keep track of it all.
I have been a ball of stress. a basket case. a bitch. It just seems like everything has been coming at me all at once. And I don't know what to do with myself half the time. And i just had a really odd case of deja vu....
I haven't been sleeping well.
stressed about everything.
tired all the time
Just so exausted, so drained.
And I don't want to do a damned thing. Just stay at home, with Kevin. Suits me just fine.
I'm sad, angry, happy, overwhelmed, procrastinating, worn out.
As a wise man once said, "It won't always be like this".
I have to remember the good in my world. And there is plenty good.
I have my health ,
a roof over my head
family that talks to each other
a husband who loves and respects me for me.
friends , good friends, even if we don't see each other as much, always there.
money in my pocket,
freedom of choosing what i want to do with my life
and the "balls" to follow through.
Life isn't so bad, just sometimes it gets to me.
but at the end of the day, i am alive, and loved. All I've ever wanted.
~K
This song is just amazing, I could listen to it over and over again, there's just something about it, something that kind of fits the form of life , and the daily grind that we must go through. Its funny sometimes how much you can connect with a song, the lyrics, the music, everything about it. I know that may be random, but it happens to me a lot.
Its been awhile , livejournal. Its been awhile since I posted in here. I just don't know what to post, it seems like the days that pass entwine into one and its hard to keep track of it all.
I have been a ball of stress. a basket case. a bitch. It just seems like everything has been coming at me all at once. And I don't know what to do with myself half the time. And i just had a really odd case of deja vu....
I haven't been sleeping well.
stressed about everything.
tired all the time
Just so exausted, so drained.
And I don't want to do a damned thing. Just stay at home, with Kevin. Suits me just fine.
I'm sad, angry, happy, overwhelmed, procrastinating, worn out.
As a wise man once said, "It won't always be like this".
I have to remember the good in my world. And there is plenty good.
I have my health ,
a roof over my head
family that talks to each other
a husband who loves and respects me for me.
friends , good friends, even if we don't see each other as much, always there.
money in my pocket,
freedom of choosing what i want to do with my life
and the "balls" to follow through.
Life isn't so bad, just sometimes it gets to me.
but at the end of the day, i am alive, and loved. All I've ever wanted.
~K