Oh Lord help me.
Boy howdy. I haven't updated in a while, I guess because I've been a slave to volleyball.
I had tryouts last week, games Friday and Saturday, practice today, and tomorrow I have the first game of the season.
I suppose I'm extremely stressed out right now, and not only that, I'm frustrated so much I could impale someone on a stick like Vlad.
I made JV. Alright, I'm excited and everything. Woopie!,but..
the coaches want me to play a position that I don't really know how to play. Not so bad right? WRONG! It's much different if you are on the freshmen team and everyone is learning something new to them, I agree, but I'm on JV. Everyone already knows how to play their position and I'm basically the only one learning something foreign.
Needless to say it's not the position I'm wanting to play, but I can get over that.
Anyway, yea, everyone must learn something new, I'm all for that, but when you're with a team where everyone knows what they are doing and you are the person screwing it up because you have no idea how to set an a,c,d,red,white,blue,slide, any of the ones I'm missing, and if you can barely set a 4,2,& 5, YOU SUCK MAJOR CROTCH. < Okay, so therein lies my problem.
Maybe the coaches see something I don't, I try my best, but I'm embarrassing myself, and making the whole team look bad. It's so awkward and I feel like everyone despises me because I'm sucking. ( Those who oppose of my position, I do too.)
A big "I'M SORRY!", goes out to all the people on my team.
Other than that, I haven't done much.
School is already starting, big shocker. Summer is gone, another shocker. And that stinks.
Well I'm gonna go eat my lovely dinner.
I love Jeff.
I had tryouts last week, games Friday and Saturday, practice today, and tomorrow I have the first game of the season.
I suppose I'm extremely stressed out right now, and not only that, I'm frustrated so much I could impale someone on a stick like Vlad.
I made JV. Alright, I'm excited and everything. Woopie!,but..
the coaches want me to play a position that I don't really know how to play. Not so bad right? WRONG! It's much different if you are on the freshmen team and everyone is learning something new to them, I agree, but I'm on JV. Everyone already knows how to play their position and I'm basically the only one learning something foreign.
Needless to say it's not the position I'm wanting to play, but I can get over that.
Anyway, yea, everyone must learn something new, I'm all for that, but when you're with a team where everyone knows what they are doing and you are the person screwing it up because you have no idea how to set an a,c,d,red,white,blue,slide, any of the ones I'm missing, and if you can barely set a 4,2,& 5, YOU SUCK MAJOR CROTCH. < Okay, so therein lies my problem.
Maybe the coaches see something I don't, I try my best, but I'm embarrassing myself, and making the whole team look bad. It's so awkward and I feel like everyone despises me because I'm sucking. ( Those who oppose of my position, I do too.)
A big "I'M SORRY!", goes out to all the people on my team.
Other than that, I haven't done much.
School is already starting, big shocker. Summer is gone, another shocker. And that stinks.
Well I'm gonna go eat my lovely dinner.
I love Jeff.