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Oct 12, 2005 22:39

Looks like I missed Coming Out Day. Ok.

I'm female and bisexual. This was the first place I posted about it to before I even told my friends what was going on with me. I blame a very interesting dream with a blonde chick who kissed me and Eliza Dushku for making me come to my senses.

I had come to this conclusion when I was in college and promptly managed to convince myself that I was on crack. In reality, I just think that I'm super picky about who I'm attracted to and that's why it took me so long. That and growing up with wildly homophobic parents.

Looking back, however, I realize that I had a crush on a girl when I was in elementary school, and a few women that I had convinced myself that I simply "admired" I was actually sexually attracted to.

It's amazing how well we can convince ourselves of particular versions of reality.

relationships, dating, bisexual

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