Sep 21, 2005 16:01
I want to change the world, but I really gotta start with myself.
That being said, every person I run into and my reaction to them, I force myself to analyze that reaction in terms of myself.
I wish to start again, and I wish to get rid of a lot of unnecessary bullshit in my system that prevents me from being able to do so. I need to stop avoiding certain types of social gatherings, making excuses, and essentially dooming myself to a self-fulfilling prophecy.
I find it hard to believe that I can create magic in all areas of my life but this one. I just have to start from the microcosm and work my way out.
That being said, three years after I broke off my engagement to a most unworthy man, I think I'm ready to break my personal curse.
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