Eye of the storm
Since submitting my applications and getting IRB approval, things have slowed down quite a bit, in a way. It has been really good for my body and frame of mine. Relationship-wise, it hasn't been felt due to Micheal's convention last week and now it is Thanksgiving! I am actually really excited about Turkey day this year because I am putting it on myself. Should be a lot of fun.
I have entered a nice zen-zone about life which I call domesticated, I guess. I know that once the adrenaline starts again I will be off to the races but right now I am really enjoying this calmness.
Things with Julie have faded, unfortunately. I have given up trying to get access to her emotions. It is just too much drama and pain. But I think she is a fascinating girl who will have some good experiences in the lifestyle.
In January I am doing a workshop on Mindgames with this guy named Baron.
So, like I said, things are kinda quiet for the moment. Good time to recharge the batteries!
I have entered a nice zen-zone about life which I call domesticated, I guess. I know that once the adrenaline starts again I will be off to the races but right now I am really enjoying this calmness.
Things with Julie have faded, unfortunately. I have given up trying to get access to her emotions. It is just too much drama and pain. But I think she is a fascinating girl who will have some good experiences in the lifestyle.
In January I am doing a workshop on Mindgames with this guy named Baron.
So, like I said, things are kinda quiet for the moment. Good time to recharge the batteries!