Sep 19, 2006 22:16
i see you looking at me and i know what your thinking ... you think im thinking of him .
.the only thing i have in my mind is you .
iv been in your place . i know how you feel . and nothing he ever said made me feel better nothing anyone said ever made it feel okay . all i can do is appologise tell you i love u and hope that u can begin to trust me when i tell u that he never crosses my mind . HE WONT ! and i know you want to believe me and that even if you do, you will always have that image of me thinking of some1 else and doubing you - i wasnt . i was scared . i want to be with you FOREVER and LONGER .... i want to marry you, buy a house with you, have babies with you and have a beautiful family with you. im not the person to think this for anyone before and it scared me. i thought the moment i thought this that our relationship would fall apart like all the others in history . . .
I DONT WANT THAT FOR US !
i want it to go back to normal . i know how i feel now and it sucks because i may have lost you . but be sure of this the last thing i have and will ever want is to hurt you.
i love you with all that i am
all that i have
& all i will ever be able to offer anyone
i love you gordo and i hope you can not only accpet my appology but believe it when i say that he wont ever cross my mind. that no1 but you is in my head and that no1 will ever take your place in my heart .
IF I GIVE YOU MY HEART .
CAN WE MAKE A NEW START .
WILL YOU STILL LOVE ME ?