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you're what keeps me believing the worlds not gone dead. strengthen my bones and put words in my head. when they pour out to paper, it's all for you. cause that's what you do.
I will not make the same mistakes again
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
But it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasnt even whole to start with.
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
I wonder if u know u that you stole something in me ? I, am no longer who i was cant be trusted how i could or be faithful and i should. You disrespected me so i disrespected you back know it or not .... i wonder if you know that ? All guys think girls are bitches all girls think guys are ass hole . i hope u kno i was one of the good ones , one of thoes wifies .... NOW > im just another bitch like the rest of them .... and you know y ?
BECAUSE OF YOU ! thank you ass hole !
even tho ur prob right ... its mii fault for believeing you