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Eh I had a pretty crappy day today..last night sucked cuz i was tryin to write a poem for my grandpa for his funeral and i jus liek, cried the whole time so that kinda sucked...but i didnt even like, go to school today, cuz i was sittin at the table in the morning and tried to finsihs these stupid worksheets for WH and i almost started crying and was like AHIDONTWANNAGOTOSCHOOOOL. soo I went to 1st and 2nd period and then Chellie and I just started walking down Centennial Pkwy...and then my big sister picekd us up and we went to Kohl's so my big sis and i could look for sum nice suits for the funeral..we didnt find anything and that store sux ass the ppl that work there are rude...cuz chellie and i were gunna leave all the clothes jus lying on the floor and the old lady was like, um are u gunna jus leave those there and not pik em up? and we were like, uhh we werent planning on piking em up...and then we picked em up cuz she was liek rawr at ussss....and then we were like, ahh kolhs sucks!!!!!!! and walked out. nice huh. so yea...umm...then we dropped chellie bak off at school cuz she didnt wanna go home.. *weirdo..* lol...jk. and then we went bak to kristas house and i fell asleep on her couch and woke up at like 3ish...and then came home to my house...and jus kinda sat there alone for like, an hour...i hate being in the house alone...it makes me feel reaaaaal weird and jus...creeped out...i hate it...imma see if nick wants to go home with me tomorrow cuz yea....just. yeaa....i dont wanna be alone and the person id wanna be with if i wasnt alone would be nick. :) <3. but yea, then my dad came home and we went to dinner...then went to fashion Q and i got a pretty suit for the funeral. i really like it...its pinstriped pants with a kinda darksih blue (cuz blue was my grandpas fav color)shirt and then a nice black suit shirt to go voer it...i like it alot...and then im jus gunna wear my choir shoes cuz theyre dress shoes...so thatll be nice....and i THINK im gunna read my poem at the funeral..IM me if u wanna hear it cuz i dont wana write it in my journal (x22waltheryavex... :-/ ok laterz...much love everyone..<3.