been a while...

[sokold]

wow its been a while since i wrote in here, went from 2-3 posts a day to one every 2-3 days. kinda sad. i got into a couple new bands these past few days, Skillet, a "christian rock band" (strangely resembling something between godsmack and slipknot), and Ill Nino, and for some reason i think they are great. I especially like "If You Still Hate Me" and "God Save Us" (ill nino). I suggest you all look into those titles, good stuff. this week was really freakin slow slow slow. took way too long for the days to go by. i cant wait until spring break...2 weeks away, damn. today may have been the longest day in history. I had a chem test (failed), then American (I am failing) then keyboarding, which i hate with the power of 1,000 suns. i actually had a very interesting conversation between myself and myself... and amanda read along thinking that i was totally crazy. dont worry, I am. at least shes somewhat controlled, or us two would never be allowed in the same hallway, let alone the same class. i dont know what that means, but im sure ill find a meaning sooner or later. the day ended on digital imaging. i think i would be content spending the rest of my life playing with Photoshop, Poser, Cararra and Terragen. good times. even when kevin wants to kill himself. I just realized that it is midnight, and im updating my livejournal. sad. know what else is sad? i played vice city today with danny john and kevin for about 5 hours. we didnt complete a single mission, yet we all still wanted to play while we were leaving. i kinda just noticed that this post is way too long, so im gonna retire to surfing the web.

"I am what you despise
I am just a disgrace you will never embrace
The strength will rise
Everything that I do burns against you
These words are just a speck
In what you call my life's wreck
Mistakes forsake and every word will break"
~Ill Nino