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it really hurts to be unsure of things that you always thought were true.
you know what i mean?
on a truly unrelated note:
my little brother found weed that apparently belongs to my dad in our garage last week. when he was out there again a few days ago, it was gone. im really disappointed in my dad and im really embarrassed. What the hell kind of example is he trying to set, and where does he get off telling me how I should live my life and what to do with myself. It kindof sucks to feel the need to cut your own dad out of your life but he's let me down so many times and I think this was the last straw. I try real hard to do the right thing and to know that my own dad can't even get his shit together is really disheartening. I haven't spoken to him in about a week. This was not how i pictured things.
i just really need a hug.
you know what i mean?
on a truly unrelated note:
my little brother found weed that apparently belongs to my dad in our garage last week. when he was out there again a few days ago, it was gone. im really disappointed in my dad and im really embarrassed. What the hell kind of example is he trying to set, and where does he get off telling me how I should live my life and what to do with myself. It kindof sucks to feel the need to cut your own dad out of your life but he's let me down so many times and I think this was the last straw. I try real hard to do the right thing and to know that my own dad can't even get his shit together is really disheartening. I haven't spoken to him in about a week. This was not how i pictured things.
i just really need a hug.