Jan 22, 2008 16:45
I thought I wanted to go there. When I visited in the summer it was really pretty and the classes were small and the dorms were big and it seemed like a nice place to be. But recently I feel so good here. On one hand, I don't want to leave the people I love that are going to be here (at least, not yet). And on the other, I don't want to pass up the opportunity to really start off on the right foot if staying here is the wrong choice, because im afraid that I wont be able to fix that mistake, if it is one.
I don't know what to do because I don't know what will happen either way. And since I am not ready to choose, I don't think its time for me to leave my home. I wish I could know exactly how things would turn out.