updating finally
HEY EVERYONE ok, so a lot has changed, if only i kept up with this i wouldnt have to worry so much about tryin to remember all the new things lol.
first things first... i broke up wit justin. i figured my heart just wasnt fully into this and i kinda convicned myself to like him. i felt sooo bad dumpin him but it was the right thing to do.
um there had been several potentials since then. there was dustin who seemd to like me but every time we tried to get together something came up on his end and it just wasnt worth it. so screw that. lol.
then there was this whole thing with jon from myspace who i met..on myspace but he used to go to both my schools. thing is.. its hard to get together and no one else knows him. but hes really nice . altho hes really tryin to get together which is nice..btu u kno how it is u get kinda aggrevated that theyre always askin..even tho they kinda have to. w/e..so im doubtin that now.
and then there was amaury from my school now whose friend is in my class an said he liked me and that he should call me but he never did and his friend calld him a pussy and so thats out cuz then hes all shy like jusitn was which justin was nice n all but it did aggrevate me that he was too reserved. i was always the first to hold his hand and to hug hin and cuddle and everything.
n i dunno so thers no one right now. mayb i should try to keep it that way just stop worrying about guys so much life would b so much more fun if i jus ignored them haha. well not ignore, but focus on friendship more than relationship
first things first... i broke up wit justin. i figured my heart just wasnt fully into this and i kinda convicned myself to like him. i felt sooo bad dumpin him but it was the right thing to do.
um there had been several potentials since then. there was dustin who seemd to like me but every time we tried to get together something came up on his end and it just wasnt worth it. so screw that. lol.
then there was this whole thing with jon from myspace who i met..on myspace but he used to go to both my schools. thing is.. its hard to get together and no one else knows him. but hes really nice . altho hes really tryin to get together which is nice..btu u kno how it is u get kinda aggrevated that theyre always askin..even tho they kinda have to. w/e..so im doubtin that now.
and then there was amaury from my school now whose friend is in my class an said he liked me and that he should call me but he never did and his friend calld him a pussy and so thats out cuz then hes all shy like jusitn was which justin was nice n all but it did aggrevate me that he was too reserved. i was always the first to hold his hand and to hug hin and cuddle and everything.
n i dunno so thers no one right now. mayb i should try to keep it that way just stop worrying about guys so much life would b so much more fun if i jus ignored them haha. well not ignore, but focus on friendship more than relationship