write me off, give up on me, cuz, darling, what did you expect?
okay so basically, 3 weeks ago, i got a note from josh that he left for me at work and they called me to come get. he told me in it that we were going to break up and all this shit that he depressed and he needs space. okay fine. i called him to talk to him about it. and he said it wasnt a permanent thing.. well i hadnt talked to him or seen him or anything in about 3 weeks and as of last thursday we found out that he got back together with heather (cameron's mom) and they are now living in plymouth together with cameron and heather's other son corey. so yea. my life has completely fallen apart in a total of 4 days (from thursday to sunday..) and it hasnt really gotten any better. and it really fucking sucks. i know he went back to her cuz of cameron. you cant sit there and say you cant stand a person and the next day just be all OH I LOVE HER AND I WANNA BE WITH HER AND TO HELL WITH THE OTHER GIRL I GOT PREGNANT... BLAH BLAH BLAH besides, josh aint like that. you dont have to know josh very long to know what he is like and to get the jist of his personality. it just isnt him.. but he wants to be with her, fine. more power to him. i hope his ass is gonna be prepared to support him, heather, cameron, corey, and oh yea, pay child support on this on.. but reguardless of how mad i am at him, i still love him.. and if he and heather were to get divorced and it all be final tomorrow and came to my door asking me back, in a heart beat... with quite a few ground rules. for sure.
but yea that is just the just of everything going on right now. i'll try to keep everyone updated on things as they go. i am hanging in there right now the best i can. so yea.
but yea that is just the just of everything going on right now. i'll try to keep everyone updated on things as they go. i am hanging in there right now the best i can. so yea.