I'll Be Your Memory

[soinluvwithhim]

I don't think this will be that long because I want to try to get some more sleep before I get ready for work. Haha. But last night Josh stopped by after work. Well he stopped in the road first and talked to me then went home and showered then came back over around 11. he got off at 10 and went by at 10:15, but got back here around 11. but it was nice to get to see him. I didnt think i would really get to see him this week. after the first 2 weeks, us spending so much time together, like every night he was at my house, to this last week hardly seeing him, i been missing him a lot. but anyways. i swear i have never laughed so much in my life as I do when I am around him. And I can honestly say that i am truely happy with my situation right now. other than with work and such. haha. but he just makes me so happy that nothing else really matters. I guess i got lucky though cuz Lee Ann was gonna set him up with someone else till he came in to Casey's that night and she said i was single. he thought i was cute. lol. but when i am with him and its time for him (or me) to go home, i dont want him (or me) to go. i dont want that time to end. and the time goes so fast! but he makes me laugh so much. we were out side by his car last night he was gettin ready to leave and he picked me up. litterally lifted me up to where my legs wrapped around him and he went in circles holding me like and kissed me. that was my movie-like moment right there. haha. i mean josh seems to be everything i looked for. he told me one night he was here and we were talking about the relationship. he asked where i wanted it to go and all that stuff. what kind of a relationship i was looking for. we both want one that is going to work in the long run. a long-term relationship. he told me that he would never break up with me, the only reason he would do it is if i cheated on him. i would never do that to him. i have only cheated once and that was on Steve on new years. but i was drunk and pissed and i know that is no excuse. but i didnt have sex with the guy. we just made out.. A LOT. so yea. i still count that as cheating. some dont but i do. Anyways. he knows i wouldnt cheat on him and he wouldnt on me. but he said the only way we would break up is if i broke up with him, and he would never give me a reason to. he is so sweet and so cute.







aint he cute? haha. anyways. i am going to go. take care.

xxAndrea