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Rusty died last night. he got hit by a car... and they left him there. they didn't stop. 1st someone let him out of the yard and then he was scared and crossed the street and got hit by a damn car. how could this happen to me. how am i supposed to deal with this? how will i ever be able.. to function... to live.. without him.. my best friend.. he was always there when i was upset and he was always there when you needed comfort. i remember he would dance around on his back legs when he wanted to go for a walk and to get his treats. but now all that is left is this empty whole that is eating me alive. i kept his leash his chain and his blanket. i sleep with his dog toy now.. it still smells like him.. i need that reasurance that he knew we loved him... not many people would say this but i swear to God i would die for that dog. But i am talking to sam now and she is really being an awesome friend and cheering me up. i really need that right now. but i jsut can't help thinking that he will never be waiting for me at the door when i get home or looking out the window when my bus gets there. but i know he is in doggy heaven.. (thanks sam) i love you.. <333
leave some commenst to cheer me upi could use that right now. :(
Rusty i love you.
leave some commenst to cheer me upi could use that right now. :(
Rusty i love you.