i hate bein' young
i hate my life and where it goes. my job sucks my parents don't understand me and most of my friends are mad b/c they didn't know that i am preg.my other friends are helping me out though and are going to MAYBE throw me a babt shower which will help a lot. I signed up for WIC so i can get help with food and alpa which helps out with cars and strollers and the babies needs. charles can not see us getting back together and he is definately moving to cali in aug.i am so mad at him right now. i just hope that he doesn't hurt the baby like he did me! love sucks and i hate being in love with someone that doesn't love you back or as much as you love them. i can't wait until i turn 18 im goin to get my tounge pierced and a tatoo after the baby b/c iwant it on my back. and then i can finally get out of my parents house and live my own life. i might move to n.y. just to get away.i don't know! AMANDA