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yeah
i never ever thought id ever let myself get like this.
right now i am soo confused.
i don't know if I'm just going threw rejection or what ever
but i am not sure if i want this anymore.
i feel like crap because.
I'm actually beginning to know how much i actually like him
& how much he really does mean to me.
i just DON'T KNO.
i cant stop crying.
and my stomach really hurts.
i wanna be happy
and I'm not sure if that is possible with him anymore. :(
i never ever thought id ever let myself get like this.
right now i am soo confused.
i don't know if I'm just going threw rejection or what ever
but i am not sure if i want this anymore.
i feel like crap because.
I'm actually beginning to know how much i actually like him
& how much he really does mean to me.
i just DON'T KNO.
i cant stop crying.
and my stomach really hurts.
i wanna be happy
and I'm not sure if that is possible with him anymore. :(